[scar12346]

This is my second time going through this. (Background I have DID and clinical depression both not officially diagnosed but on the way of being a diagnosis) I go on with my day feeling invisible. People talk to me, some hug me, there is still contact but when I get home I don't know if I am dead or alive. It goes to the point where I really just sit on the floor because I have no clue what is going on? And I also hear those.. blobs of sound? Just random sounds and I also see black shadows/figures which I've always blamed it on illusions but it's getting a bit out of hand. Also black/white spots. And static sounds basically I do not feel stable. Not at all. Is this something with mental health or am I just being paranoid?

[Sometimes psychotic]

I'd say anyone is welcome here as long as they are respectful, however if you think that you have DID there is a separate forum for that if you'd rather.

https://forums.psychcentral.com/dissociative-disorders/

[Skeezyks]

Hello scar12346: From my perspective, it would be inappropriate for us to judge whether or not what you are experiencing constitutes a mental illness. It could be... it sounds as though it may be. But it could also be the result of a physical health problem. Given what you wrote, it sounds to me as though the best thing to do is to get yourself checked out both medically & psychologically to determine what it is that is actually going on. It sounds as though what you're experiencing is getting gradually worse. So, really, the sooner you get this attended to the better. By the way, paranoia is a mental health problem. So it's not an "either / or" situation... Please take care...