Roll Call 69

Eye doctor in the morning, looking forward to picking out some new frames

I hope you feel better soon

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so, yet another person that i knew in the program i was in has . i was close to this guy, but then he got severely psychotic. he had to leave the program but he would harrass me through texts and social media. i had to block his number because he was texting me over 100 times in a day, telling me that he . i eventually changed my number because of him. i feel sad. i have known quite a few people from that program who have died. and its really sad to me. my T said that it could have easily been me.. and that he is glad it wasnt. i still feel guilty ,though, for cutting him out of my life.

I'm sorry that happened Junk. I can imagine how you feel, you did nothing wrong. You were protecting yourself against harassment. That doesn't mean you wished him any harm. His life and his struggle will not go unknown.

Dont feel sad , its either you or him in this instance , he was unfortunately very unwell and there was nothing you could do. Your own mental health comes first.

Getting my tattoos today. Really nervous but excited!

Hello everyone.

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day!

junk im so sorry that happened but you cant blame yourself for taking care of yourself, especially when he was treating you like that. my worst abuser always used threats of suicide as a means to keep me close. sometimes you just have to get away. what he did is on him and his choice, and you dont know that not having you to harass was the last thing that set him off. even if it was, you have the right to be safe and its not your fault.

this is very triggering for me. sorry junk

I totally agree with Mantis and everyone else, DNA. You have the right to protect yourself

i gained 2 more pounds overnight. im now 145 lbs.

i think im going to go on a fast.

I'm sorry it does sound like you did the right thing.

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Good morning. I see pnp today hoping for no changes to my meds. For some reason I'm nervous about seeing her. I don't know why.

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Weight fluctuates from day to day. It's unlikely that you put on 2 lbs overnight. This is why they say not to weigh yourself daily.

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I'm using my fitness pal to monitor calories and its working well, you just put in a target weight and how much you want to lose a week and they will give you a goal for calories and stuff and you just enter your foods throughout the day, it even has a barcode scanner for processed foods and a restaurant calorie counter as well.

Weight varies day to day by several pounds sometimes, you have to include water weight and other things.. etc. That's why you shouldn't weigh yourself everyday

My arm looks awesome! It's a proper abstract doodle pad with some amazing pieces. Will post pics once it's healed

I use that too, not as often as I should, but it is good for accountability.

Computers hate me today. I'm trying hard to work from home, but websites keep crashing.

Had my eye doctor appointment, my new glasses will be ready sometime next week

My mom is going to the hospital later

How is your mom feeling?

Not good, she has no appetite and barely has enough energy to get up so she's been laying in bed the past few weeks sleeping on and off all day long and hasn't really been able to do anything

Today is just not my day---came in to find the trash hadn't been taken out in 2 days and was starting to smell then I knocked over a glass of water onto my paperwork.

thanks for your support guys