Roll Call 72

Counting the ceiling trying to get some sleep

pics or you're not.

I'm just sitting on my bed, wondering if I should go to the hospital or not. If I feel unsafe with the neighbors, I could go to the hospital, said the social worker. The police and ambulance were for them, again. It's been a very long day.

What are you up to?

I'm just drinking on my own lol my brothers went out to the club without me haha assholes. Well whatever you decide to do angelique we're all here if you wanna talk. I dunno how to post pics but there's a pic of me sober on my profile page I think lol that will have to do for now. 12PM that sounds fun...lol

You can click the insert image icon on the top of the box where you write your text, and paste the link of your image, but the image must be uploaded somewhere first (you can upload the image to your profile page if you haven't got it uploaded anywhere). And yeah, this is so fun, you should try it too

i've been working trying to get caught up on school. i got an email from my english professor worried when I didnt turn one of my assignments and got a 0. my grade in that class when down from a 94 to an 80 because of that 1 zero. sucks. I was so sure I was going to get an A in english. Now im hopeful if I just pass...

Im having trouble keeping up with the fast pace of the course. Im starting to turn things in late.

I agree with the social worker Angelique, I want you to feel safe. I can imagine how exhausted you are right now

Thank you. There's another new development. I think they might be leaving. I hope so, anyway.

Hopefully they do leave and you can finally get some peace and quiet

Thank you.

At work watching the clock. .come on 11!!!! It's been busy but overall good.. nothing bad happened

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Thanks for being the only person to stick up for me or even not agreeing with something said that is definitely out of line. I mean, putting hidden words in someones mouth is justifiable when someone is saying that saying they aren't being mean makes it ok when they are.

No wonder people call her a sociopath.

Whose 'people' ?, anyways you should not be taking illicit drugs , considering that not only have you a psychotic disorder ( I have a psychotic disorder too ) , but you also have a mood disorder( which I don't ). You also seem to be vehemently opposed to APs , taking loads of what professionals would call highly stimulating and mood altering prescription drugs( given your diagnosis and considering you take no APs to level you out).

Do you take an AP?

No offence Materly, but although some of what you say is valid, you have a habit of calling people out with all the wrong facts.

Tweaky does not have a mood disorder. (at least that I know of...)
Tweaky is on a depot & oral meds.
AFAIK, Tweaky does not use illicit drugs... (they are all legal or prescribed.)

I do find that somewhat perplexing since all the relevant info is in Tweaky's signature...

Let her answer for herself , and I don't take offence.

You mean... him...

Right , him. Better?

Tbh I am confused as to the type of meds he takes , legal or illegal , stimulating / sedating , and whether he has a mood disorder. When he posts its unclear , scattered and confusing. He doesn't have to answer and he is not on trial. But it seems he can throw the sh&t around as good as anyone else.

The **** does get thrown around here a bit from time to time, but I think the vast majority of the time it comes down to spats over some misunderstanding or another.

We don't always have to agree with each other, but we all have similar problems & in our own way, try to help one another whether it's taken the right way or not.

Everyone needs to calm down and listen to Tweaky.

I know the rules. I don't take illegal drugs or talk about it on here.

We all need some marijuanas to forget, and move on.

Just back from my walk...

Saw, well technically heard, a car accident. I think someone tried turning across a lane without seeing an oncoming car or something. Not too sure.

Made a huge bang. I just sorta stood & watched for like 30 seconds, then saw people going to see if everyone was ok and was like "**** sake, I am the person that just stands by watching?" ... so went over and asked if they were ok. Moreso because I realised there was a kid in the back of one of the cars.

Think they were ok. More of a shock than anything else.

I see what you did there...

Happy 3:30am everyone!

I might as well get dressed and start the day.

That's way too early for me!

Good morning all.

I hope everyone has a good day!

When I went to the hospital for that panic attack, before the doctor finally gave me a Klonopin, he said that most sleeping pills are just benzo derivatives..

Z drugs are addictive because they are basically benzos. Before I spent the weekend in the hospital 2-3 weeks ago, I took Ativan but I also took Zopiclone and wow that knocked me out.. They were trying to wake me up but they couldn't :/

Can't sleep = Addictive sedative
Can't stay awake = Addictive stimulant