Roll Call 73

I've been on meds for 35 years, so I've accepted the fact that I'll be on meds for the rest of my life a long time ago.

I used to think that my mind contained demons and angels, and that if I took my meds I would be banishing both.

It has gradually been revealed to me that my angels fled a long time ago, so now there's no reason not to take my meds.

My doc told me it was a lifetime commitment. I struggle with that idea.

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I told my husband about the guy watching me with his phone trying to read my mind and he got mad . I can't seem to please him. One minute he wants to know everything the next he's wishing I hadn't told him. I know I wish I hadn't said anything. I feel bad.

I'm sorry it's hard to know what will happen. My friend also thinks I'm being delusional about some of what's been happening here.

I'm sorry

Thank you. I guess I'll figure all this out eventually. I'm sorry about your friend

the friend that came to visit you the other day?

Yea, I only have one friend.

youve got at least more than 1.
me
and everyone else here

i understand its not real life though

Does anyone else get really scared of doc visits? I'm always worried that I'm worse off than I think and I'll have to get hospitalized.

With my old pdoc I was always nervous to see her. My pnp is easier to deal with but lately I've been afraid of getting hospitalized.

i used to. and i guess i kinda still do because im afraid to tell them everything.

Aww Thank you! : hug:

I get the basic social anxiety but that's it...I doubt I would go to the hospital she would probably just increase my meds...

I need a horse tranquilizer

same here.
UNLESS i was like "im sui" or "homi"
but i never tell the truth about those two things because im deathly afraid of hospital.
but i did tell my therapist i felt like i could have an episode and also my peer support specialist.

Good evening everyone

Angelique, glad to know that you are back here to post

Valley, am sorry about your husband. But I don't think you did anything wrong, he should be more understanding.

Bluebird, I am waiting for the new pokemon too, but it will take some time until I can get it here I think. Keep me updated, please!

Loial, I watched Studio Ghibli's anime too, I cried many times watching "Graves of the fireflies".

DNA, don't ever feel bad about things that you said earlier please, just having you here is more than enough, no matter what your post is about.

Tweaky, Chickenfoot, Ody, and Falcon, I hope you guys will feel better soon

Unsure, SP, Mantis, and Newtus, seems to me that you guys are okay? I am glad to hear. But in case you are not, here is a hug as well

Kindness and Door, I'll PM you guys

If I missed anyone, so sorry, never meant to, I feel much better than few days ago, but reading a lot of posts and understand it all is just hard for me to do.

I've been wondering where you've been! Good to hear that you are feeling better

thanks 12pm im doing pretty good so far. im having symptoms get worse right now though.

Is it just happen or do you have something in mind that triggered it? I am here if you wanna talk

thank you
i think a lot of things triggered it. school stress and relationship stuff.

plus my dad thinks im not studyig as hard as i should be. he literally wants me to study when hes leavig the house all the way til he comes home.

thats what makes me burnt out.

thats like 12 hours a day.

im not thinking crazily, am i? to think that thats just not possible for me to do

I did something stupid.

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feelin pretty craptastic...

are you ok?

You ok?