the demons wont leave me alone i cant sleep because they are scaring me and they have said they wont go and they wont stop trying to get inside me. they want me to do things i dont know that i can the others in my head are mad at me they are busy as well because of the mess i made and cause i didnt do what they said i tried and i failed. i am scared i cant do this i dont know what to do anymore i am so tired and scared and sad all the time. it is my fault i should have done what the others said. i cant do this.

[21stCenturySM]

I've been there. They can't hurt you. Are you on any meds? I've had these same thoughts before. Just keep it in your mind that even though things can get close, they can't really hurt you. It took me 16 years to find the right meds and 13 to find a good therapist. You need someone to talk to about it, and realize you are wide awake in a dream you can't turn off. Fight the demons. Do not fear them.

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Originally Posted by 21stCenturySM

I've been there. They can't hurt you. Are you on any meds? I've had these same thoughts before. Just keep it in your mind that even though things can get close, they can't really hurt you. It took me 16 years to find the right meds and 13 to find a good therapist. You need someone to talk to about it, and realize you are wide awake in a dream you can't turn off. Fight the demons. Do not fear them.

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i cannot take medication the others in my head wont let me they say is it going to hurt me. and they can hurt me i am really scared i dont what to do.

[21stCenturySM]

Fight! You can do anything they can do. Just think it. Fight them, communicate with them, and try to understand them. I fought demons for years, and still do despite medication. They can be persuaded, and the reason they don't want you on meds is that the meds will make them weaker. There has to be an ally somewhere in that world, and you have to find them. Mines name is Five and he exists without time or space. He can blink demons away. Just fight your hardest, and you will become brave. Remember bravery is being scared but doing something any way. So fight the demons!

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[21stCenturySM]

I know how scary it can be, trust me. But you will get through it.

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[insilence]

get sea salt and onions, place onions in window cills, salt all around the floors. get green stones place in corners
also get a gauss meter for smartphone, find elevated levels, get charcoal mesh screen and polyester and hang over those areas.

[21stCenturySM]

Originally Posted by insilence

get sea salt and onions, place onions in window cills, salt all around the floors. get green stones place in corners
also get a gauss meter for smartphone, find elevated levels, get charcoal mesh screen and polyester and hang over those areas.

Plus olive oil on each wall. While doing these things, concentrate on ridding your house of them.

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I don't know who I can trust anymore and I cannot do what they can they have a lot more magic than I do. The others in my head I trust but there are so many of the demons I don't know which is which and some have kind of been trying to trick me so I have to be extra cautious I don't know what to do anymore I can't make it stop.

[Fuzzybear]

[21stCenturySM]

Originally Posted by eden1515

I don't know who I can trust anymore and I cannot do what they can they have a lot more magic than I do. The others in my head I trust but there are so many of the demons I don't know which is which and some have kind of been trying to trick me so I have to be extra cautious I don't know what to do anymore I can't make it stop.

You're going to be ok. I know it seems hopeless, but you will learn to cope. Differentiating between the good and the bad is the first step down the rabbit hole. Hugs and good luck, I know you can discern which ones are which in time.

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[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by eden1515

I don't know who I can trust anymore and I cannot do what they can they have a lot more magic than I do. The others in my head I trust but there are so many of the demons I don't know which is which and some have kind of been trying to trick me so I have to be extra cautious I don't know what to do anymore I can't make it stop.

A lot of us are wishing you well, and sending our love. I hope you can get some relief from the wars going on in your head.

[Atypical_Disaster]

I've had this problem on and off for many years. I read just today though that the most powerful exorcist is the actual victim of the demons. I've found that to be true.

Feel better.

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I am trying but I don't think I can fight them anymore they won't leave I have been trying since I was little but they won't go until I do what they ask they said they would give me a break until I was older and they did but now I am older and they want me to do all the stuff for them which is very difficult and exhausting. I can't make this stop I can't do this.

[21stCenturySM]

Originally Posted by eden1515

I am trying but I don't think I can fight them anymore they won't leave I have been trying since I was little but they won't go until I do what they ask they said they would give me a break until I was older and they did but now I am older and they want me to do all the stuff for them which is very difficult and exhausting. I can't make this stop I can't do this.

You can do this. ::

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i really dont think i can. i am so tired i have been trying to ignore them but that makes them mad everyone is made at me even the angels well they are more disappointed with me than mad but still it hurts i am tired i still have to do what they want but it is so hard.