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Old Jun 18, 2016, 10:42 AM
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i am really scared the demons are scaring me and i cant make it stop and i am so tired but i am too scared to sleep and i dont know what to do.
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Old Jun 18, 2016, 11:26 AM
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Call your pdoc, or go to the emergency room

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Old Jun 18, 2016, 12:02 PM
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i am really scared the demons are scaring me and i cant make it stop and i am so tired but i am too scared to sleep and i dont know what to do.


if you can't calm down, I agree. You should go to the ER to make sure you don't get worse. you'll be okay. It'll pass.

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Old Jun 18, 2016, 02:46 PM
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It is nearly 6am and I still haven't slept. I am so tired I feel like I am about to cry I just want to make it to my appointment in a few days with my psychologist unless he cancels again I want to scream the demons were whispering again only this time is sounded like one of the was screaming in pain I feel like that is my fault I don't know what to do. I can't go to the hospital again I can't they will hurt me there it is not safe there. I don't feel good.
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Old Jun 18, 2016, 03:30 PM
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I think they'll help you not hurt you. I think you should trust the people at the hospital. They only want to help get you stable.

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Old Jun 18, 2016, 09:29 PM
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I can't trust them they will hurt me they will try and trick me they nearly did the last time I was there. I don't know what to do I feel like I have run out of options I am exhausted I want to scream I keep biting myself and pacing and I need I can't take this everything hurts and they won't well can't leave me alone the demons will never go away I was supposed to fix things but I screwed up cause I am stupid. Ugh I ruin everything.
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Old Jun 18, 2016, 09:30 PM
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You are not out of options. There are meds and ECT but you won't do either of them.

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I can't trust them they will hurt me they will try and trick me they nearly did the last time I was there. I don't know what to do I feel like I have run out of options I am exhausted I want to scream I keep biting myself and pacing and I need I can't take this everything hurts and they won't well can't leave me alone the demons will never go away I was supposed to fix things but I screwed up cause I am stupid. Ugh I ruin everything.


I've thought the same thing and was right where you are. I promise they're not going to hurt you. Don't listen to them. That's what they want. They want you to listen so they can destroy you. I swear that's their goal for everyone. The hospital is safe. They'll protect you from them and anything bad. Nothing will happen. your brain is just being mean right now. This will pass. Trust the hospital. They'll protect you better than anyone else can in the world.

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Old Jun 18, 2016, 10:29 PM
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you are not out of options. There are meds and ect but you won't do either of them.

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those are NOT options!
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Old Jun 18, 2016, 10:32 PM
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I've thought the same thing and was right where you are. I promise they're not going to hurt you. Don't listen to them. That's what they want. They want you to listen so they can destroy you. I swear that's their goal for everyone. The hospital is safe. They'll protect you from them and anything bad. Nothing will happen. your brain is just being mean right now. This will pass. Trust the hospital. They'll protect you better than anyone else can in the world.

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they wont protect me i cant explain it i am so tired and everything hurts i cant make it stop it will never stop.
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Old Jun 18, 2016, 11:03 PM
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they wont protect me i cant explain it i am so tired and everything hurts i cant make it stop it will never stop.


That's exactly how I felt. You have to gather all your courage and fight. Don't let them win. The hospital will protect you. Think of it as an place that they can't get into to. They can't get inside. You're safe inside. It's where I go to hide because I know they can't get me and the hospital will make sure they won't and it'll be okay.

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Old Jun 19, 2016, 03:29 AM
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i am not safe inside He is inside and he gets into the people there and i cant trust them no where is safe at least no where in this world i cant explain it i just want to sleep i cant make it stop i want to hide but there is no where they cant go. i dont know what to do anymore.
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Old Jun 19, 2016, 10:03 AM
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i am not safe inside He is inside and he gets into the people there and i cant trust them no where is safe at least no where in this world i cant explain it i just want to sleep i cant make it stop i want to hide but there is no where they cant go. i dont know what to do anymore.


I've been there. You have to be brave and fight. He can't get inside the hospital. It's safe there. He can't get inside anyone because he can't get inside period. You have to be strong and believe and trust. I know it feels impossible but your brain is just being mean right now. That's what I tell myself over and over once I catch on to what's happening. Think of the hospital as a church. Demons can't get inside. Nothing bad can enter churches. Just like the hospital.

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Old Jun 19, 2016, 01:13 PM
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I've been there. You have to be brave and fight. He can't get inside the hospital. It's safe there. He can't get inside anyone because he can't get inside period. You have to be strong and believe and trust. I know it feels impossible but your brain is just being mean right now. That's what I tell myself over and over once I catch on to what's happening. Think of the hospital as a church. Demons can't get inside. Nothing bad can enter churches. Just like the hospital.

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But the demons belong to the church and "Him" and He can go anywhere here cause he made this world but He wasn't meant to. I am scared they are kind of mad at me tonight I am I just I can't make it stop I am sorry.
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Old Jun 19, 2016, 01:29 PM
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But the demons belong to the church and "Him" and He can go anywhere here cause he made this world but He wasn't meant to. I am scared they are kind of mad at me tonight I am I just I can't make it stop I am sorry.


You can make it. You have to gather all the strength you have and fight and hold on. Don't let him win. That's what he wants. The hospital is safe. I promise. He can't get inside. They'll protect from him in there. They'll make him go away.

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Old Jun 19, 2016, 07:38 PM
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It is not safe there they will hurt me and no one can do anything about "Him" as he is God they can't stop him I ugh I want to scream I am so tired I can't take this.
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Old Jun 19, 2016, 08:46 PM
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It is not safe there they will hurt me and no one can do anything about "Him" as he is God they can't stop him I ugh I want to scream I am so tired I can't take this.


No one is going to hurt you. No one is coming after you. Can you do something distracting? Play a game? Color? (No ones too old to color!). Puzzles? Something that is distractive to your mind? you're going to make it through this.

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Old Jun 20, 2016, 02:26 AM
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No one is going to hurt you. No one is coming after you. Can you do something distracting? Play a game? Color? (No ones too old to color!). Puzzles? Something that is distractive to your mind? you're going to make it through this.

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i am trying i am just so tired i keep crying i just cant make it stop everything hurts too much and they wont leave me alone.
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