Roll call 81

Well my kids are at school. It's only me and the dogs . Such a bummer. Guess I'll take a nap and do some cleaning blah. Hope you all hVe a good day.

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Got my new septum ring in the mail. It's so dainty I love it. Ordered my college textbooks yesterday. Should be here soon. Tomorrow I have court in the morning. First time I'll meet my dad since my mom and him split up when I was 2 months old lol. Hopefully it goes well and I get the money I'm supposed to get. I need some cleaning supplies for my apartment. It's truly a mess.

1 week till classes start

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My college has mandatory chapel on my off day, so I have to sit around campus all day because I can't drive yet.

Really wish I could get my drivers license.

Hey all,

First day of college went well.

Not much happened in the morning as we didn't start until 11 & had a guidance slot followed by lunch break, but the afternoon was 4 hours of class with 20 minutes break which was pretty exhausting even if it was just lots of power point presentations today mostly. (hot room too which doesn't help!)

Talked to a couple of folk, one of which I'd met at induction so that was good. Definitely a bit taxing on the old social anxiety front though being around lots of new people but I'm sure that will settle soon. It was just in the background really though.

Only heard my voices once briefly during the afternoon so that's a plus too.

So overall a good day on that front. Rewarding myself with a pizza for dinner tonight. (don't think I am capable of anything more )

Bitter sweet day though.

Called my Mum after to tell her how my first day went & she said my grandma passed away this morning.

Not quite processed it yet... been a busy day but sad news.

So sorry for your loss! You and your family are in my thoughts! Hugs!!

I'll pray for you and your family, I'm so sorry for your loss

I'm so sorry to hear this, Loial.

Good luck tomorrow.

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I'm so sorry for your loss.

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Just woke fr my nap. So much for cleaning lol. My kids will be home in about 30minutes. Hopefully they don't have homework.
I'm feeling anxious and paranoid today. Took a prn and it helped. A bit.
I seey Pdoc tomorrow. Any suggestion on a new antipsychotic? I have to get off this zyprexa I've already put on weight.

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Geodon works pretty well for me but I don't think my psychosis is as severe as it is for some.

College is so nerve-wracking so far. Lots of work to do, little time to do it, and im only a freshman.

hope it'll get better as time goes on, though, should help with my anxiety.

My deepest condolences, Loial

Just watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (1971)... so much better than the remake.

RIP Gene

I should watch this. I've just watched Wizard of Oz (1939). I like old movies, no advance technology, no VFX, all they have is great acting.

Sorry for your loss loial. .. it's hard stuff

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I haven't been on in months it was my dads memorial to his death date yesterday geeze i really miss him. he loved anything Beatles "hey Jude" just popped up in my mind.

anyways talk laters

well, I'm going to have no place to live starting in december. My credit is shot from taxes and school debt and honestly I couldn't afford one if I had the credit. I don't see an alternative other than living in my car really. No one in my family will take me in. My sister is rethinking it after gauging the situation. So that's a no go. What's really ****ed up is that I was planning calling it quits in December. That's why I tried to seek help, only to not get it. It's like this is more of a reason to call it quits. Anyone have any suggestions on what I can do? I'm stumped. Its like I cant take care of myself anymore.

Have you tried applying for disability?

Do you really live in Spain?

I ask because I live there too and I was in a similar situation. What can you do depends on the country you live, normally applying for disability helps.
You can't be homeless if you are studying, under certain age and you have parents with enough money.
http://civil.udg.es/normacivil/estatal/CC/1T6.htm

'Los alimentos comprenden también la educación e instrucción del alimentista mientras sea menor de edad y aun después cuando no haya terminado su formación por causa que no le sea imputable.'

Good morning. Kids are off to school and I'm getting ready to see my pnp. So hoping to change meds. I'm feeling a bit panicky today but that should calm down once I get done.
Hope everyone has a great day.

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I'm sorry for your loss Loial

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Do you post in sz.com ? Never ask, never know. You sound like someone I knew in passing.

Well she just gave me more samples of Latuda. She seems pretty sure she can get it approved so fingers crossed.
Now it's time for a nap!

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