Roll call 81

Uhm, no, never.

It's not the first time I am asked this, maybe I have a twin on the Internet

Well had court this morning with my father, I need to get an attorney to do something with something to do with my mom's estate or something (I obviously have bad memory lol) before they can transfer the payments to me, so that sucks. I'll get it done I was just hoping to get it over with today.

My textbooks arrived today. Excited about that. Plus tomorrow my check comes in which means I will be able to eat and pay my bills. Then foodstamps on Friday. After buying textbooks with my financial aid I have about $460 left which I'll get in a check at the end of October.

Gonna ask my sister to help me get cleaning supplies for my apartment, I think she can help

Alright, cool

Thanks for all the kind words everyone.

Still don't think it's really hit me yet, but been a bit off so to speak this afternoon so I guess it's starting to sink in.

my friend is finally back from his home state (he was visiting his parents) hes been gone for almost 2 months, so i am glad that im going to go see him today.

I want to start taking IT classes in the spring,I think I've gotten to the place where I can go back to school yay.

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Finally getting into a rhythm with college, my anxiety has toned down a bit, and I'm feeling better. I really think it was this new extended release xanax that has helped me, ever since I got prescribed it I've felt better.

Good morning. Rainy day here. We need it things are so dry. Nothing going on today. My car is out of commision until the power steering is fixed. Bummed out. Guess there's nothing better to do than clean and take a nap. I hope everyone has a good day.

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My therapist is going to ask my doctor for an alternative to Depakote and see if that helps my weight/excessive hunger

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Nicki Minaj(en) it up with the starships are meant to fly... so put your hands up real high and touch the sky.

I really need a new psychiatrist and therapist. Right now my treatment team sucks so I'm pretty much stuck in an IOP which actually offers good group discussions and has an awesome pdoc.
Other than that I went for a fairly long walk and have realized my anxiety and paranoia are getting better since upping the clozapine and amoxapine. I have an appointment with my regular doctor today and he's going to ***** at me again about how I had yet another hospitalization. Maybe if my outpatient treatment team didn't suck I wouldn't have gotten that bad.

I found this funny. Granny the Kleptomaniac. Stealing your credit cards.

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Hey guys.
Been having a few breakthrough symptoms recently, hearing things at night and some paranoia.
Apart from that I'm doing well. Have an informal interview next week to volunteer for Mind. I'm hoping that will help keep me busy and give me a routine.
Hope everyone is okay

I agree, volunteering may help you. I plan on doing the same thing. Hope things get better for you!

Hi all,

Elephants came to t session yesterday. T said something about me having a vivid imagination thinking of elephants. She originally thought I was having hallucinations but it's as if suddenly she's changed her mind because she thinks PDOC would know better than her. I don't know what to think.

I honestly think u have a vivd imagination and an overactive one

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Thanks for your opinion. T also said I should write a fiction book with my imagination. Maybe I will.

Elephants, elephants everywhere
Elephant dung in my hair
Elephant hair on my head
Elephant bodies in my bed

Sorry, just felt like writing.

Slept all day. Woke up when the bus pulled up. I feel bad about that. I should be doing stuff.
Chili for dinner tonight. What are you having?

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I had chili last night and slept until 4pm today! Interesting synchronicity.

im eating a sandwich and some chips i got for free at my job. then im going to game nite game nite game nite

was at work today listening to music, the fan in the washroom sounded like sirens cause my audiotory processing disablement, once i took my ear buds out i was like oh that makes more sense, the thing with audiotory disablement is back round noises can interfere with processings of audiotory sounds. anyways good day at work.

Finally almost time to go back to bed. Well hello depression can't say I missed you.

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ofthevalley

i got up at 10:10 am to go downstairs to pick up the newspapers in the cart and drag them upstairs and get ready then came back downstairs and buzzed my helpful neighbor and he was like give me 30-40 mins and i was like okay it was just a frustrating day but when I came home I got to sleep which was great 3 1/2 tomorrow i get up at 5 am for papers its strenuous hopefully we get it done in an 45 mins.