Roll Call 82

I just woke up maybe half an hour ago. I'm officially on a sleep-all-day schedule now and I'm so mad at myself. I have a pdoc appointment tomorrow which I'm very certain I can't make, because of my phobia of the stairs. I don't know what to do. I'm even sleeping past the alarm that can wake the dead. Apparently it can't wake me anymore.

I'm freaked out by everything to do with going to an appointment. I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to call at the last minute and say I can't come. I feel so terrible.

Got a 94 on the hardest test yet. Proud of myself for sticking it out. I wanted to give up after each question!!!

That's great! Congratz!

The bad neighbors are hanging out under my window.

My sister is laughing to herself at seemingly nothing.

I'm worried this vacation is going to be stressful

They're laughing like hyenas at every little sound coming from my place (especially my TV when I tried to drown them out).

It sounds like they went away now. Thank God.

But earlier they were doing something outside, scraping a shovel again for some purpose.

take something that de-stresses you with you maybe a stuffie or some music or a bathbomb check to see if they have a bathtub

I'm trying to set up how to get uber assist and not having much success. Going is the only option. Can't miss it. I'm so afraid. I don't know what to do.

Maybe an actual driver could help me set it up. So far I've been struggling with not remembering my password, and not finding the Access button in the app.

I just have no idea how to work with this.

ETA I did reset the password. I still have no idea. I've tried before to see how easy or hard this would be, dry runs, and managed to almost find it easy, but I kept quitting without signing out or whatever so now probably no one will answer my request.

Busy day today. 3 classes, group, appointment with my counselor, and have to get bloodwork done.

Tomorrow I'm going to get this phone set up at the Sprint store in the mall.

Will eventually buy a new battery for it too as this one wears out super fast.

Good morning. I have a doctor's appointment today. Just a follow up and bloodwork. I am going to have her check my butt cheek as it is still killing me. After that I'm going to come home and nap. Getting up at 6 is slowly sucking the life out of me.
What's everyone else got going on today? Hope you all have a great day.

Thank you. I brought my stuffed animal moose my T gave me.

Got bloodwork done to check my depakote level , they got it on the first try. Usually when i get bloodwork they`re poking me like 7 times trying to get it then no blood comes out

Lol yeah the same happens to me when they try and get blood out. I'm normally left with a bruise afterwards.

Getting ready to leave. My sister already has an attitude. Trying to stay positive

Hope the vacation will turn out okay

Went to the doctor. Nothing exciting. I get blood work the next time i go in a month. It's crazy how often they want to see new patients. I've never had a doctor want to see me every month. Seems like overkill to me but I guess it's good to keep those copays coming in.
I'm not really feeling any better. Still significantly depressed. It's weird because when I told my pnp it was almost like she didn't believe me. Like I couldn't possibly be depressed with all my meds.
I'm pretty upset. I've put back on 10 lbs that I had lost. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I eat the same as I did when I was thin. It's so discouraging.

Hey guys, just checking in. I'm doing really well, been off meds for a month now and had no problems whatsoever. I'm quietly confident that I might never have problems again.
Got back from holiday last week, had an amazing time in Dubrovnik with my bf. I've started training to volunteer at Mind so hopefully that will start soon. I'm also starting a couple of recovery college courses for fun. Still looking and applying for jobs, something will work out eventually.
I'm doing work with a psychologist atm. It was challenging at first as I felt uncomfortable telling her stuff, but I think we've clicked now and she gets me a bit more so it's easier to talk to her. I'm finding out things about myself that I either didn't realise or had forgotten. A lot of it explains why I am the way I am. I feel like it could be really beneficial.
Have organised a great day for my bfs birthday next week, really hope he likes it. We're going llama trekking, he's having a relaxing beard treatment, then we're going for dinner at a posh restaurant. I've saved my *** off to be able to afford it so he better have a bloody good time!
Hope you're all okay, I still check the boards but I don't feel like I have much to say now that I'm doing well. Still send good thoughts to those of you who are struggling. Love and light

Thanks for checking in Justme, glad to hear that you have progression with your health and life in general

They do the same to me, expecting me to come every month. It's too much! I am also horrified by my weight and I can't stop buying fattening snacks and drinks.
Im glad to hear your good news, justme! I hope you'll still pop in whenever you want!

Things in my head are screming, perfect.

Entities entered inside my beautiful black-haired head.

Banana.

Holy crap guys i get nearly $2,000 back from financial aid this month. Im buying a laptop for school and my sister said to take 500 to the mall and get myself new clothes