Roll Call 82

junkDNA · Sep 18, 2016, 10:25 AM

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Originally Posted by 12PM

thats really cute

12AM · Sep 18, 2016, 10:37 AM

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Originally Posted by Loial

Hey guys,

Tired. Spent a large proportion of today in bed so far.

Don't think I'll get anything much done today. Oh well. Always tomorrow.

Tomorrow is another day, you need a purrito for today

Loial · Sep 18, 2016, 11:06 AM

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Originally Posted by 12PM

Tomorrow is another day, you need a purrito for today

Thanks!

A purrito is just what I need right now!

ofthevalley · Sep 18, 2016, 01:31 PM

Awww I want a purrito. How cute is that.
I'm having a rough day. Feeling pretty bad thank god my daughter is home to keep me from completely losing it. I'm just so tired of this med dance. Take this no take that oh nevermind that yhis one will do it. **** that nothing really works. After all thTs why they call it "practicing" medicine. I'm having tactile hallucinations as well. Oh joy. Just what I needed.

88Butterfly88 · Sep 18, 2016, 02:05 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Awww I want a purrito. How cute is that.
I'm having a rough day. Feeling pretty bad thank god my daughter is home to keep me from completely losing it. I'm just so tired of this med dance. Take this no take that oh nevermind that yhis one will do it. **** that nothing really works. After all thTs why they call it "practicing" medicine. I'm having tactile hallucinations as well. Oh joy. Just what I needed.

Sometimes psychotic · Sep 18, 2016, 07:00 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Awww I want a purrito. How cute is that.
I'm having a rough day. Feeling pretty bad thank god my daughter is home to keep me from completely losing it. I'm just so tired of this med dance. Take this no take that oh nevermind that yhis one will do it. **** that nothing really works. After all thTs why they call it "practicing" medicine. I'm having tactile hallucinations as well. Oh joy. Just what I needed.

Somebody order a purrito ?

Roll Call 82

ofthevalley · Sep 19, 2016, 07:03 AM

Hey junk how's it going quitting smoking?

ofthevalley · Sep 19, 2016, 07:05 AM

Morning good people.
Have a busy day of napping ahead lol. I'm exhausted. Doesn't seem to matter how much I sleep I am always tired.
I hope everyone has a good day.

OliverB · Sep 19, 2016, 07:37 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Morning good people.
Have a busy day of napping ahead lol. I'm exhausted. Doesn't seem to matter how much I sleep I am always tired.
I hope everyone has a good day.

I am sorry, I can understand, I was like that for 1.5 year untiil my depression went away.

junkDNA · Sep 19, 2016, 09:33 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Hey junk how's it going quitting smoking?

Hi. I failed miserably. I thought quitting would fix all the problems I'm having. But it didnt. It was rly hard. My T said it's good I want to quit and we can work on it but now might not be the right time with my meds being off

ofthevalley · Sep 19, 2016, 10:20 AM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Hi. I failed miserably. I thought quitting would fix all the problems I'm having. But it didnt. It was rly hard. My T said it's good I want to quit and we can work on it but now might not be the right time with my meds being off

Quitting smoking was impossible for me until I started vaping. I'd quit and 2 hours layer I'd be running to the store. Good luck to you.

Angelique67 · Sep 19, 2016, 11:34 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Quitting smoking was impossible for me until I started vaping. I'd quit and 2 hours layer I'd be running to the store. Good luck to you.

Me too. I forgot how many vapers we have in roll call, but you (junkDNA) should join us. We're the roll call all star vapers.

Blue_Bird · Sep 19, 2016, 12:41 PM

Why is it so damn hot. It a not even that hot it's just nasty and muggy out like a nasty sweat sauna. I keep sweating even though I only walk a short distance to and from the bustop. About an hour till my next class

Sep 19, 2016, 12:49 PM

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Originally Posted by MoGhileMear

Ended up in the hospital last night, the morse code got too much and the voices were taunting me to remove the chip. So I tried. No one in the hospital spoke to me or looked at my head for 5 hours, I was just sent to a room. When the doctor game he just glued it up and didn't even clean it, my head was full of blood. Cleaned it when I got home myself. Had to sign an Against Medical Advice form for leaving, they wanted me to wait until today in the ER to see a psychiatrist.

Why did you do it?

Loial · Sep 19, 2016, 01:18 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

Hi. I failed miserably. I thought quitting would fix all the problems I'm having. But it didnt. It was rly hard. My T said it's good I want to quit and we can work on it but now might not be the right time with my meds being off

You just got to keep working at it, even if only in the background. Just try to change your thinking. I think it's a lot harder when we have mental health problems but it is still very possible!

Try not to focus on the negatives too much though. You will get there!

I've been successfully off cigarettes for a while now... but I've no idea when I'll feel ready to come off nicotine altogether.

Loial · Sep 19, 2016, 01:22 PM

Hmm, I should really get some dinner... I don't feel hungry though. Missed dinner once last week completely & definitely not eating as much right now overall.

Angelique67 · Sep 19, 2016, 01:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Loial

You just got to keep working at it, even if only in the background. Just try to change your thinking. I think it's a lot harder when we have mental health problems but it is still very possible!

Try not to focus on the negatives too much though. You will get there!

I've been successfully off cigarettes for a while now... but I've no idea when I'll feel ready to come off nicotine altogether.

Hey, Loial. It's good to see you.

flutterfree · Sep 19, 2016, 05:05 PM

hi day off, letting the sun dry up the ground so when i go to work tomorrow, the ground isnt slippery

ofthevalley · Sep 19, 2016, 07:41 PM

Hey guys. Had a decent afternoon/evening. It's always good when I'm not alone. Spent the day in bed. Didn't feel like doing much of anything.
I got a notice from my drs office saying I was overdue for my 4 wk check. I freaked out a bit because I never forget my pnp appts. I checked today and my appt isn't until the 28th. I still don't know what that letter was about.

greentires4me · Sep 20, 2016, 12:59 AM

I have a new friend on my floor Dante and we got into an argument today about me having schizophrenia because this other girl on the floor has it and no way in hell do I have it but it ended it well the stigma is real.

Desoxyn · Sep 20, 2016, 05:35 AM

Seemed to have been falling into some sort of depression. I used to get agitated mania and I hated that and not I'd give anything to have it back.

ofthevalley · Sep 20, 2016, 07:32 AM

The stigma is alive and well. My son said something about someone being schizophrenic and my heart sank. I dread the day I have to tell him.
I'm sorry that happened to you but I'm glad things worked out in the end.

ofthevalley · Sep 20, 2016, 07:38 AM

Good morning everyone. I'm already settled into my big comfy bed. Ready for a day of sleep. I see my pnp on the 28th and hopefully she'll be able to help me out. This cannot be healthy.
I hope you all have a symptom free day.