[Neraklyn]

I am just confused as stated and scared a bit. I have allot of issues that I am dealing with and still trying to adjust too. I have to admit that through all that I was not adjusting well and drank daily to deal with those issues such as anxiety, ptsd, depression, bpd, mpd, and yes I know that was not good at all...So I was honest with my dr. about that drinking issue and knew that I couldn't do it alone and was put on antabuse so that I wouldn't be able to drink...Yes a crutch for right now but it works for me...Well it's been almost a month YEAH and no drinks of COURSE!!. Thing is that well I hear things...Umm music that's not on..Tv that's not playing voices that aren't there...I question the kids if there saying something to get puzzling looks..THIS dosen't happend DAILY...Umm starting seeing shadows..Then one night this happened about 4 nights ago I seen stuff happen like I have never seen before...Things on my walls ceilings...I would sit up there and walk out of there room so I wasn't dreaming. I would lay back down and it was still there....So I see my doctor this monday coming up and I am not sure what to say? I am worried but not sure if I should just let it ride it's way out or if this is just a side effect of not drinking? Please HELP...Thank you Nerak

[pachyderm]

Bring it up with the doctor for sure.