Roll Call 86

Good to hear from you erti. Hows things?

I ate like a pig today. Im not ready for tomorrow cus im be home alone

How's everyone doing?
I'm just relaxing with the dogs. My daughter wasn't feeling well so she went to bed and my son is doing whatever it is teenage boys do. Waiting for my husband to get out of the shower. Today was a long day wasn't able to take my nap. Just couldn't sleep.

Pretty good. Just took my night meds. Yesterday was my stepdad's birthday. I hung out with my mom the whole day shopping with her. I bought my stepdad some stuff for bathing and such... scrub brush, essences salt, body wash, Altoids, couple of candy bars.

I also bought a squirt bottle to keep the goofy cat off of climbing curtains and sharpening his claws on the couches.

Aced my midterm and played nearly 7 hours of Zelda in the same day.

Hell of a day.

Good morning. I hope everyone has a good day.
I have nothing going on today. It's supposed to be 50 out and tomorrow we are getting 4 - 8 inches of snow. Then it's supposed to be in the 20s for a couple weeks. Crazy weather.
Well I'm off to try to nap. Wish me luck.

Morning.

Doing nothing today. Same old.

Hope everyone has a good day.

Im not ready to be home alone today. I never am. How is everyone this morning/afternoon?

I'm OK---work is still stressing me more than it should. I'm not sure when they are going to call me about the cognitive testing---maybe they won't. I saw that one of my favorite musicians is coming to town---me and the bf might go since we missed a concert by black violin this weekend as it sold out----I was hoping for discounted tickets and waited too long.

I have a relatively light day at work today but don't want to get caught goofing off either----that means reading----lots of reading which is OK but can get dull.

Glad to hear your doing fairly well sp!!!

Im not sure what else to put in my book. Any advice?

So far i have a page and a half of my psychosis. I dont feel like anyone would want to read that. Im thinking of making my book maybe short, like 10 pages. And sell it for 99 cents or something on kindle.

I can't imagine buying a ten page book---you can get more than that on a blog-----you need to find your personal angle something that makes you different and get like 100 pages minimum if you want to charge. This is of course just my opinion----still I think you can do it. You write a lot on here----why not write those same things.

I was afraid of that. I dont want to give up on this endeavor like i do everything else.

The only other thing I can think of doing is write something that includes my journal/diary. I have years of that kind of writing in my journal.

Maybe im going into this blind.

But then again amazon offers tons of books that have a only 2500 words. Which is supposedly 10 pages or so? Yea. I think.

No ones interested about wat i write on here tho.

Idk

No confidence in myself idkkkkk

I always look forward to reading what you write even if I'm not always able to respond. I know there are 10 page books but its kind of scammy people buy them without checking the pages or they are free---I always check because I'm not happy with even a 50 page book. I think what you're looking for is a biography----why not check out some guides to see what people are interested in?

Man. I made it into college but I feel like I've ran a marathon. Absolutely spent and it wasn't even a hard day.

Got to pack for going away tomorrow now. Sooner I get that done then the sooner I can just switch off and do whatever. (from the comfort of the sofa of course...)

Where are you off to?

Brussels, Belgium!

I think your right about the biography part.

I just looked up harper lee's go set a watchman. Thats 19 pages and its 11 dollars. Not that i am harper lee though...

But i found it on the kindle 30 min reads.

Im not trying to scam anyone...

I think the main thing is that you feel comfortable about what you write...

Then hopefully someone else will relate to what you are trying to get across.

Thank you. I want to publish something of quality. Im not trying to make big bucks off this. Yes, i just hope someone can relate.

I know that I just meant that I feel scammed if I accidentally find a ten page book....disappointed

Awesome bring us back some chocolate for the what are you eating now thread

Ive been feeling so much anxiety lately. Ive still been barely leaving my house. And my hydroxyzine and gabapentin doesnt do anything for it. I feel like im going to have an anxiety attack right now. My heart is beating fast. I keep thinking my dad is going to die. This is horrible...

Literally the only thing i can think of to even remotely calm me down is alcohol.

I wish i had my xanax so much

Ugh i wanna go places sometimes but the only thing that can help me through my day is alcohol. And then i cant drive after that.