Roll Call 86

Congrats on coming out ^^

Just letting you know that even the moderated person approves!

With love (<3) that we are all equal no matter what.

Hmm... I take 80mgs once a day at dinner time. I tried taking 40 for breakfast as an add on but I couldn't stay awake, I was falling asleep at the wheel.

Geodon worked as an appetite suppressant and is known for being weight friendly. I use Geodon and I have absolutely no side effects.

Does it feel better, to admit to your peers?

It does, it's a huge weight off my chest.

You are very welcome here falcon!

I just wanted to say to everyone that im sorry i was drunk on here. I needed to vent to someone about my mom since my mom is the underlying reason for so many things that i have a problem with. My mental health, and stuff. I dont believe our relationship will get any better but i can only choose to distance myself from her (while trying to keep the peace with her). I thank you guys who gave me support while i was down and upset. I needed to get that off my chest so badly that my mother doesnt treat me like she should. Im sure deep down she loves me but she definitely doesnt fully show it.

Anyway, I apologized to her last night. About what i did. But its still very disheartening to see someone from her family call her about what i said because (and maybe i shouldnt? Idk) i use instagram like my personal diary. Thats what i do. I vent on there.

Good morning. Feeling pretty ****** today. I can't get the bad thoughts out of my head.
I hope everyone else I'd having a good day.

you are very brave.

Thanks everyone for being so supportive. <333

I'm bored. Been waiting for the fire to burn down enough to refill it and now I'm going to take a nap.

Morning.

Im just laying in bed still sleepy.

For some reason, (other than being a bit hungover and sleepy) I ACTUALLY FEEL REALLY GOOD TODAY.

Is it the cymbalta working already or this just psychological?

Don't think it would effect .you that quickly

Didnt think so either. Oh well i had hope.

You're very brave for coming out and like others said, no judgment here

This cracked me up I have a good friendship with some folks from PC chatroom and most of my friends had been banned at least once, that's why I laughed at the word "moderated"

I hope everyone has a good day. Im going to try to have a better day if i can.

We got over 2 feet of snow

sounds nasty...We have rain here!

Still sunny here. But in the 40s and 50s

supposedly like 10C outside that's like 50F

It's brutally cold and windy

I saw my therapist today. We decided he won't see me until.i get clean

Guess we'll.see if that works

Sigh...

My dad has been drinking a lot again. Whenever hes off from work he binge drinks. I hate that.

But i guess i shouldnt say anything since i drink too...

I thought i was feeling better mentally. But im just in bed all day. Not feeling like facing people today i suppose.

I'm sorry .
I hope you are able to get clean soon.

That's tough to watch. I would still say something. A couple beers is different from binging.