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Old Jul 19, 2017, 09:11 AM
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There is so much discrimination in the profession. It goes beyond schizophrenia. People with psychotic disorders seem to get better services then someone who has a personality disorder diagnosis. Anyone diagnosed with a personality disorder knows this.

I was in a unique situation. When I was younger I was misdiagnosed with a PD and had a hard time getting help in my late teens. The clinicians all thought I was faking it and trying to manipulate them. About 7 years after that diagnosis I developed psychosis that lasted over a year and was treated for it. What a difference. Doctors actually wanted to help. Services were even offered. Where the hell were they in 1994 (when they couldn't tell the difference between ASD and PD)?

Discrimination separates the clients from the clinicians and reinforces marginalization. It is the line between 'us vs them'. Every hospitalization was like that. They were all about power and conformity. They never wanted me to succeed. If they did they would have treated me better and listened.
Anyone who doesn't fit neatly into their DSM boxes gets labelled as a PD. As you know, it happened to me too and others on here. And then anyone with a PD diagnosis, genuine or otherwise, gets treated like **** by most healthcare professionals, which is awful. I couldn't even get physical healthcare anymore! My asthma, which I'd had since I was 11yo, suddenly became 'all in my head' and my medication was stopped! And my migraines were supposedly due to painkiller overuse; the painkillers that I hardly ever took btw but they never bothered to check out that assumption.

I have a friend who IMO genuinely does have BPD, but she hates the diagnosis so much because of the way she's treated. She desperately wants another diagnosis eg psychosis or bipolar, and unfortunately does try to present that way rather than 'borderline', but I can totally understand why she does this because the way she is treated, and the way I was treated when I was diagnosed ?BPD, is appalling.

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Old Jul 19, 2017, 02:20 PM
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While some mental illnesses are getting more awareness like depression and anxiety there are others such as schizophrenia and psychosis in general that are still ostracized. Mostly probably because people are scAred
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Old Jul 20, 2017, 05:32 PM
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Anyone who doesn't fit neatly into their DSM boxes gets labelled as a PD. As you know, it happened to me too and others on here. And then anyone with a PD diagnosis, genuine or otherwise, gets treated like **** by most healthcare professionals, which is awful. I couldn't even get physical healthcare anymore! My asthma, which I'd had since I was 11yo, suddenly became 'all in my head' and my medication was stopped! And my migraines were supposedly due to painkiller overuse; the painkillers that I hardly ever took btw but they never bothered to check out that assumption.

I have a friend who IMO genuinely does have BPD, but she hates the diagnosis so much because of the way she's treated. She desperately wants another diagnosis eg psychosis or bipolar, and unfortunately does try to present that way rather than 'borderline', but I can totally understand why she does this because the way she is treated, and the way I was treated when I was diagnosed ?BPD, is appalling.

*Willow*
I’ve had mental health professionals countlessly attribute many of my problems to my BPD diagnosis. I’ve been released from hospital earlier than I should have before because they’ve told me “longer hospitalizations are generally bad for people with BPD”, only to turn around and have a relapse or suicidal states persist outside of hospital. Last time I was in the hospital I was told I was selfish for having attempted suicide and causing my wife undue worry, and then told that I’ve had several short hospitalizations that clearly weren’t helping me. Maybe cause they didn’t truly want to help me? Was also accused of not looking anxious when I was in panic and needing medication for it. Upon my release from hospitalization last time I was still very suicidal, and the doctor was like “well, we hope that you won’t do anything stupid.” And proceeded to release me. Also I need DBT therapy and have been stuck in limbo for 7 months now…they can’t even give me an estimate as to when I can begin treatment. I feel like I'm not even treated as a valued person or patient.

It also makes me wonder about when they always attribute my hallucinations and delusional states to dissociation from my BPD. I know when I’m experiencing dissociation, and seldom do I experience it at the same time as a hallucination. Heck, hallucinations aren’t even listed under possible things with BPD to my knowledge, and most everyone else I know with the diagnosis don’t deal with hallucinations. Makes me skeptical. I wonder if I am being gaslighted to question myself and what I experience. I question myself all the time.
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