Roll call 94?

Good morning/afternoon everyone. How is everyone?

Hugs to everyone that needs them.

I actually have energy today. It's nice, I'm not used to it, lol. Was at my in-laws yesterday and we revealed to my wife that we're looking at getting her a new car soon. So her and I are researching cars to find something. She starts school in a couple weeks and the Chrysler Neon is on it's last leg. It's not safe for her to drive with it to school (two hour drive).

Too many voices, the abyss is coming.
Great day today.

im sorry you are having a bad day.

Good morning, at my program. Woke up a little later than I wanted to. Seeing my therapist today and getting the paperwork for school. Crossing my fingers I'm able to start again.

No spirits harassing me the past 3 days. Today is day 51 of not bingeing or purging.

Dentist appointment tomorrow and seeing my case manager.

Gotta clean up my apartment later. Finally getting the huge holes in my ceiling fixed.

What's everyone up to? I want to sleep forever, can't seem to get enough lol

Thanks you, but I am not going to allow it to be a bad day.

I will draw the abyss!

Morning

Drinking coffee

Drinking coffee too with a Concerta took my Olanzepine last night so I feel a lot better than yesterday.

Hey guys

I feel my summer break has basically disappeared in a flash. Between spending time staying with parents, a week in hospital and drinking... I've not got as much done at home as I would have hoped.

I think my course induction is in about 2 weeks and I'll be back at college properly the week after.

Going to have to make the most of the time I have, meaning my number one priority is to stop drinking. Despite the fact it's bad to drink so often, it makes me lazy too.

I never realized how prevalent loneliness was in people with mental illness

Hope you have a great time in Edinburgh, but be careful with pickpockets. I had my bag stolen there - they created a distraction and then another person took it right off my knee in a restaurant! But some lovely person found my empty bag and diary and posted it back to me, which was so kind. And it's a beautiful city! I'd love to go back and explore more as we were only there for a few hours.

Hope the world feels better for you soon

You could try making a bullet journal. There's loads of examples for MH online if you're interested.

Not sure if you're serious, but if you are, be careful and don't jump off anything. Birds can fly straight up from the ground



I hope you get out soon. Why do you call it Spider's Corner? It that its actually name??





:hug to anyone else that's struggling.

Wow! That took a while to catch up on! Lol

*Willow*

I regret taking the Olanzepine last night.

It's just a crutch to be this medicated on AP's. I was able to handle the seeping through psychosis.

I was SO creative yesterday and music appreciation was really good.

No street drugs used either.

Im sitting in a parking lot hotboxing my car with vape smoke.

Hi all I was IP. I'm better now and off the invega and now on 40mg latuda

@Willow, no, that's just a name I started calling it, after seeing a huge spider installation on a window's outside from the smoking waiting room. Spiders corner is just a good name for the daily going on here.

I hope you are feeling well.

Supposed to be working but instead I'm here. I'm just not into it today.
What's everyone doing?

I'm glad you are out and I hope you are feeling better.
I really like Latuda. I take 160 Mgs the only downside is the calorie requirement. I have trouble with that.

Finally was convinced to begin journal keeping. Maybe with keeping a written account of my experiences, and making a checklist for my pdoc, we can get to the heart of things and figuring out what the hell is going on with me.

I wondered where you were. Glad to hear you're feeling better. I wouldn't have guessed you were ip because last month or something you said you wouldn't go.

I think the cat is apologizing to me for scratching me last night.

I wonder if I would be better taking amisulpride since it is the only AP I can take, but I don't like the risk... I stopped it for a good reason I can't remember. I don't know if I was better while on it. My psychiatrist once made a comment saying something like I looked more normal while on it, but it is more normal to be better for true?

I am afraid of brain volume reductions and cognitive impariments, or becoming emotionally flat or so.

It's good to have you back

i was also wondering where you were
i have been barely posting here in roll call, so i thought maybe you were just busy

but i am glad you are out and better now

I decided to bite the bullet and just go as I was really unwell with paranoia and sui thoughts

the voices wont leave me alone,
even after an increase in meds, they still persist
and its still scary

Group sucked