Roll call 94?

No more of that!!!!! Lol. It was a treat!

Ugh ****

I regret it now

Hahahhahahahaha wtf did i do?!

i have no idea what triggered this...
the voices won't shut up



i just want to move NOW i dont want him to find me

I hope you can get through this kori. I really do. Sending good thoughts your way!

My dad really made me feel better about myself. So did my other pss. (Not the one today. The one from friday).

Sorry to see you're struggling. I hope you can start to feel better soon.

I started hearing voices and seeing people standing in the room near my room. I thought it was nothing but its escalating a bit.

Kinda nervous.but not filled with anxiety. Yet anyway.

Hello,

I am home from work and just had dinner. The day was fast but I felt so out of most of the day. Meh, this is how I have been feeling lately.

I feel like im entering some pre-psychotic state. I just...i recognize this. Its all too familiar. The flat effect, the voices, the fear of not fearing anything. I feel the intelligence rising up.

But i will be taking my meds tonight.

This could also be from taking too much haldol in one day. I can do without the voices tho.

I've done nothing all day. Feeling kind of paranoid. Messages in the music...

How do you feel? I can relate i think.

thanks... i just wish i knew what i could do to fix it
i dont even know what triggered it, it came on suddenly one day...

just out of nowhere the voices started talking about *him*

and they havent shut up about it since...

its' scaring me because every time the voices told me something like this, they were usually right

Just a bit anxious. A little tired. A little bored. I had to stop listening to music because the messages were coming through. Now I'm listening to a podcast series of a university course on abnormal psychology.

Kind of bothered me though they mentioned anything lasting six months can basically be considered a disorder

Will they pipe down if you ask or tell them to? I hope so.

Kori, just remember, they arent right.

May i ask if you are diagnosed with anything?

It's fine. Not diagnosed with anything. Doctor wrote in his notes he suspects something like psychotic depression but said I have to see a psychiatrist for a diagnosis.

I see my doctor later this week so I'll get meds and get a rec for a shrink. Don't know how long that'll take though. Nervous for that. What label am I going to get hit with.

I kind of feel that way too, but I'm locked up in a rehab/nursing home, not working or doing much of anything. I'm very depressed.

I hope you feel better soon.

I see. Hopefully you get everything squared away soon and you are not too shocked with your dx.

I got dxd schizoaffective at 17. Then paranoid schizophrenia at 21. Then back to schizoaffective.

I'm sorry kori. I hope the voices will shut up soon.
You can't listen to them. They are wrong.

Hi guys. Had a good day. Worked and then brought the kids to the mall.
I'm dreading work tomorrow. Not sure why. I guess it's just because I'd rather hang out. I'm lazy.

Glad you had a good day. I did too kinda. My dad is off for the next two days so im excited bout that.

That's great. Are you doing anything while he's off?

Im not sure yet. I cant spend all my money. Cuz i still have bills to pay. But prob just hang out.