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Old Aug 20, 2017, 10:07 PM
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I have asked repeatedly for them to get maintenance in to seal up all of the holes between the floor and skirting boards/walls, but they won't. This number of spiders is just not normal! I've never seen so many indoors before! *shudder*

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I'm so sorry. And if the ones that are real got in by themselves, you've got to wonder what else is there that they're eating? That's a scary thought too. Sending lots of early morning hugs to you, and an absence of spiders.

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Old Aug 20, 2017, 10:16 PM
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I'm so sorry...Sending lots of early morning hugs to you, and an absence of spiders.
Thanks It's 4:15am and there is no way I will be able to sleep anytime soon...The spider was under my pillow, literally inches away from me *shudder*

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Old Aug 20, 2017, 10:25 PM
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Thank you Angelique. I'm feeling pretty bad about the girl but I have to watch out for me too.
Of course. I don't think I could go if it were me, too many emotions all at once and most of them bad. That would put me in a tailspin I couldn't risk. It's ok to miss that event, it can't help anyone and it will hurt you. : ❤️
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Old Aug 20, 2017, 10:30 PM
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Of course. I don't think I could go if it were me, too many emotions all at once and most of them bad. That would put me in a tailspin I couldn't risk. It's ok to miss that event, it can't help anyone and it will hurt you. : Roll Call 96

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Old Aug 20, 2017, 10:32 PM
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I feel awful right now because people have been trying to contact me today and im just not up to it.

Im a people pleaser
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Old Aug 20, 2017, 10:43 PM
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I cant help but think, my whole body is falling apart from stress right now
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Old Aug 20, 2017, 10:51 PM
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Thanks It's 4:15am and there is no way I will be able to sleep anytime soon...The spider was under my pillow, literally inches away from me *shudder*

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Ewwwwwwww! Yes, they are always like an inch from your face when you open your eyes. I have the window bed in this room and the mosquitos have been very happy living here. There are stepped on ones stuck to all the floors in this space. Maybe that's what the spiders have been eating. I hope you'll fall asleep soon.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 03:27 AM
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 07:01 AM
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I'm awake with anxiety because I have to leave for work soon... 2 more weeks of this stress.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 07:15 AM
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I hope everyone has a great day. Don't stare at the sun without protection. ((hugs)) I'm going to miss all of you today!
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 07:23 AM
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That's a shame :/


I wasn't so fussed on that film when I saw it. I occasionally watched the superman TV series growing up so I knew the basics, but I never watched the old movies. Tbh I prefer the Marvel films to the DC ones so far.

I want to see The Dark Tower, but it's not out yet in my local cinema, so I'm not sure what to see instead or if we will bother. It's kind of expensive to go to see a film you're not really fussed about, even with 2 for 1 tickets (I have an app for buying my car insurance through a particular comparison website that gives 2 for 1 cinema tickets for a year on Tuesdays or Wednesdays, which saves me soooo much money!)...

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Have you seen Wonder Woman? I liked that one
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 07:55 AM
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My stepbrother passed away early in the morning. He had cancer.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:00 AM
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My stepbrother passed away early in the morning. He had cancer.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:02 AM
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I'm sorry for your loss newtus


Thank you. He had told me when i decided that i had lost enough weight we would go shopping together. This was just 2 weeks ago...
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:06 AM
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It seems like the stress keeps piling on me. When i found out my stepbrother died in the morning my chest started hurting again and i couldnt sleep.

Plus i lost two pounds so easily and ive been struggling to lose a pound for a month.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:15 AM
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My stepbrother passed away early in the morning. He had cancer.

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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:17 AM
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I just found out i wont be recieving financial aid because i got a bad grade in the last class...

I cant do this anymore. My life is just not good right now.

School was supposed to start today. I dropped my whole life to help my ex. And i have nothing to show for it. Hes gone on. Everyones gone on. I have nothing.

I wont be able to start today. Ill have to pay out of pocket too.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:25 AM
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Good morning. Hope everyone is having a good day.
Nothing planned for the day. Just hanging out.
I can't stop thinking about court. The girl already text me this morning telling me she wished I was there . I hope after all of this he gets what he deserves.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:28 AM
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I'm so sorry to hear that.


Thank you. Im trying to hold myself together as much as i can.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 08:49 AM
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 09:49 AM
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I just found out i wont be recieving financial aid because i got a bad grade in the last class...

I cant do this anymore. My life is just not good right now.

School was supposed to start today. I dropped my whole life to help my ex. And i have nothing to show for it. Hes gone on. Everyones gone on. I have nothing.

I wont be able to start today. Ill have to pay out of pocket too.

Oh no! One bad grade and they kick you off of financial aid? That seems crazy to me.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 09:51 AM
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I'm bored and it's quiet in here. Not sure what I'll do.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 09:57 AM
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Sorry for your loss, and sorry you're having such a rough day.
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Old Aug 21, 2017, 09:59 AM
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Oh no! One bad grade and they kick you off of financial aid? That seems crazy to me.
Sorry you can't start today.


Yea i cant. I was on a warning. Now im suspended.
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I'm sorry to hear of your loss, Newtus. My thoughts and condolences go out to you and your family.
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