ParRoll Call 97

Everyone is SO QUIET cmon guys.

It me

Newtus your pic doesn't show up.

Can you see it now

I can fly and someday I will prove it...

Lol no one saw meh

Where is everyone

I was trying to watch lion on Netflix.....no subtitles wtf.......???

SP give The OA a try on Netflix. It's got heart, and it's sincere, and deals with issues related to us.

I think im sick. I think from kissing that guy. Wish i never had. He was a horrible kisser. Automatically put his tongue in my mouth

Mlehhhhhhh

I think im gonna goto bed early. I dont feel so well. Not now but realy soon. Gonna take my meds.

My stomach hurts again. Idk what's going on am I eating something wrong lol.

Ugh my throat. And im sneezing and sneezing

I wonder if this is all in my head

Bless you.

My moron roommate, Miss Universe, goes to sleep before 8, as early as she possibly can. So I feel rude if I want to watch TV, etc.

Does anyone know if The Walking Dead is back on? I missed a bunch of eps earlier this year. So I'm sort of lost.

I wouldn't be worried about feeling rude it's your room too.
I'm not sure about TWD. I never got into it.

Im getting out of bed. I feel like this is all in my head.

Man i need to write a song with those lyrics. That could be the beginning of a depression song or a song about psychosis

I sort of kept watching TWD from the beginning so I don't like to lose the continuity. Oh well. I know I should be able to watch TV but nothing seems to be on. I don't like September. I want it to be May of next year. I wonder if I'll still be alive. Maybe this is all for nothing. I'm really depressed.

Glad you had a good weekend. And wishing you all the best with the move. I'm so pleased for you

It's probably just state-dependent memory that everyone has. That's why they say to get your learning environment to be as similar as possible to your exam environment to get your brain to recall the info in the same state that it learnt it. Same with depression and mania memories fading once the mood changes.

When I was a kid, I genuinely believed that I would be able to fly if I could just lift off a little from the ground. Like I needed to find a way to build a little momentum first. I'm not sure how 'normal' that was if I was up to 10-11yo believing it?? But I used to dream that I would manage it and then get confused irl if I'd actually done it already or not.

Luckily it never occurred to me to jump off anything. Please don't jump off anything Erti

*Willow*

Idk why but ive been having a lot of hallucinations lately

I've been researching music and listening to new music atm but I've felt anhedonia for the past 6 days since I started the stimulant again. I had a whole week during withdrawal where I never felt emotions like that since I was 12. Trying to stop it so I can feel emotions again and not have the opposite possibly permanent and relate to music with those messages it gave me without paranoia more like pronoia it wasn't so bad really if I had that all the time I swear I could make music. But then it turned into psychosis then anhedonia.

Most of you know what dopamine, norepinephrine and serotonin is so this kind of explains things...



A song I would like to make would be something like Shinedown - How Did You Love

I feel like the news anchors are talking directly to me. They're looking right at me when they talk. Not at a screen not to an audience to me.

I just saw things crawling on the walls. Only for a second but I saw it...

Also mannequins were freaking me out again yesterday. The ones with heads. I swear I saw one move...

I know how you feel. I get the news talking directly to me too.