[Findingreason]

So SP suggested I do the new Roll Call. Annnnddd go!

[Sometimes psychotic]

thanks findingreason

Subscribing...

[Angelique67]

Subscribing

[ofthevalley]

Thank you.

[Findingreason]

Good evening/afternoon, how's everyone doing today?

I'm doing okay. A bit...gloomy. It feels like something bad is going to happen. I'm paranoid. I hate these feelings cause sometimes usually does happen.

[Desoxyn]

I'm gonna have a smoke and feel my grey matter deteriorate

Sounds stereotypical

I'm being serious though.

I apologize

not really because I don't care about anything right now

[Desoxyn]

I'll probably take 10mg Zyprexa when I get home even though I feel like it stops me from knowing the truth.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by Findingreason

Good evening/afternoon, how's everyone doing today?

I'm doing okay. A bit...gloomy. It feels like something bad is going to happen. I'm paranoid. I hate these feelings cause sometimes usually does happen.

Sorry you are feeling gloomy.
Can you do something to keep your mind off of it?

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by Findingreason

Good evening/afternoon, how's everyone doing today?

I'm doing okay. A bit...gloomy. It feels like something bad is going to happen. I'm paranoid. I hate these feelings cause sometimes usually does happen.

Sorry you're feeling paranoid

Technically I'm fine but having major motivational issues----ie hard time doing everything I need to do at work---same thing happened yesterday. I think its because I'm leaving and the boss is out of town but there might also be a slight edge of depression.

[Findingreason]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Sorry you are feeling gloomy.
Can you do something to keep your mind off of it?

Well, I'm listening to music, thinking about attacking the hackintosh installation again.

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Sorry you're feeling paranoid

Technically I'm fine but having major motivational issues----ie hard time doing everything I need to do at work---same thing happened yesterday. I think its because I'm leaving and the boss is out of town but there might also be a slight edge of depression.

Thanks.

I relate to the motivational issues too well. It makes sense with all that is going on. If you need to chat I'm around to listen.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by Findingreason

Good evening/afternoon, how's everyone doing today?

I'm doing okay. A bit...gloomy. It feels like something bad is going to happen. I'm paranoid. I hate these feelings cause sometimes usually does happen.

I'm okay. Feeling a bit off today idk why. I just have a knot in the pit of my stomach and I keep catching my breath. I think it's because my husband has been working overtime. I have no one to talk to except the kids and I would never burden then with what's on my mind. Yeah I think I just miss my husband.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I'm okay. Feeling a bit off today idk why. I just have a knot in the pit of my stomach and I keep catching my breath. I think it's because my husband has been working overtime. I have no one to talk to except the kids and I would never burden then with what's on my mind. Yeah I think I just miss my husband.

[Findingreason]

Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I'm okay. Feeling a bit off today idk why. I just have a knot in the pit of my stomach and I keep catching my breath. I think it's because my husband has been working overtime. I have no one to talk to except the kids and I would never burden then with what's on my mind. Yeah I think I just miss my husband.

I know the feeling. Whenever my wife is out at school I feel similar. If you need to chat, just like I offered SP, you can message me.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Apparently I'm listening to a song called the road to nothingness----can't say that's helping things....

[cogladaid]

I feel great today! I went to refill my prescription but they don't have any on hand so I won't get it until Tuesday.

Good thing I still have a week left otherwise we might be in trouble Missing a couple doses made me all hypomanic this last weekend hahahaha.

So yeah feeling good just relaxing might go out for dinner. No drinks, though!

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by cogladaid

I feel great today! I went to refill my prescription but they don't have any on hand so I won't get it until Tuesday.

Good thing I still have a week left otherwise we might be in trouble Missing a couple doses made me all hypomanic this last weekend hahahaha.

So yeah feeling good just relaxing might go out for dinner. No drinks, though!

I keep mine on autorefill and just pick it up when they text me.....

[junkDNA]

i felt weird restless anxiety bc of some things the dr told me. about my health. but i took a half a PRN and went grocery shopping and it helped.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

i felt weird restless anxiety bc of some things the dr told me. about my health. but i took a half a PRN and went grocery shopping and it helped.

Are you OK?

[cogladaid]

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I keep mine on autorefill and just pick it up when they text me.....

Mine is a newer prescription so it's just a second fill. Also my dosage had changed. We're playing it by ear at this time. Doc wrote me a new prescription for it.

[junkDNA]

Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Are you OK?

yeah. she listened to my chest for a long time and then finally said it sounded really bad and i need a chest xray ASAP. but that id have to go to an urgent care. she also said i have an irregular mole on my back my dad died from melanoma so that scares me

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

yeah. she listened to my chest for a long time and then finally said it sounded really bad and i need a chest xray ASAP. but that id have to go to an urgent care. she also said i have an irregular mole on my back my dad died from melanoma so that scares me

I hope everything will be okay.

[ofthevalley]

Originally Posted by cogladaid

I feel great today! I went to refill my prescription but they don't have any on hand so I won't get it until Tuesday.

Good thing I still have a week left otherwise we might be in trouble Missing a couple doses made me all hypomanic this last weekend hahahaha.

So yeah feeling good just relaxing might go out for dinner. No drinks, though!

My pharmacy always has to order my Latuda. Like SP I have mine auto fill so I don't have to wait anymore.

[Sometimes psychotic]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

yeah. she listened to my chest for a long time and then finally said it sounded really bad and i need a chest xray ASAP. but that id have to go to an urgent care. she also said i have an irregular mole on my back my dad died from melanoma so that scares me

Let us know how things go OK, hoping for the best

[Angelique67]

Originally Posted by junkDNA

yeah. she listened to my chest for a long time and then finally said it sounded really bad and i need a chest xray ASAP. but that id have to go to an urgent care. she also said i have an irregular mole on my back my dad died from melanoma so that scares me

That would give me extreme anxiety. But it will probably be fine. I had a mole on my back for a very long time, and in 2013 the nurses in the hospital stuck needles in it, and not long after, it came off by itself. The chest x-ray sounds serious, but it could just be mucus due to a chest cold. I was wheezing very badly before I quit smoking. But after vaping for a few years, they always say my lungs are clear. I hope you are just fine.