Roll Call 103

I didn't realize it could do that, that sounds like fun. Did you ever get your hot topic order sorted?

No. I never got an email with tracking yet. The more i think about it i wonder if they were lying to me. I just dont get how they can change the shipping address once it already has a tracking number on it.

Realized I forgot to take my meds this morning. Will take it with dinner.

I told my friend it would have to be a birthday/christmas gift combiined. I went overboard

This is gonna be a long boring week. Theres no group this week and bf only has one day off. So im gonna be home alone most of the week AND weekend. All the way til next monday.

Not sure what to do. Im dreading it.

Oh and i think the bf is taking off this week or next, one day, to be home with his dog after it gets neutered.

I’ve eaten so much today. I try not to care but ehhhhhhh I don’t like it. My mind sucks.

If it's ups you can for a fee I think, it used to be free though so you can for example change to a work address if you're not home and it requires a signature.....

It needs to goto an apartment in another state

If they catch it soon enough it can be rerouted....

What could i do this week? Ugh

Did you guys hear about McDonald's they had a promotion for Szechuan sauce for rick and morty but only had like 20 sauce packets per store and the fans went rabid.....

Yea i heard about that

Not a fan of rick and morty

I feel like its dead here tonight. Is it just me? Maybe im just really bored.

I've only watched like five minutes of it but dexosyn recommended it.....

I just thought the response was over the top, reminds me of when Starbucks ran out of unicorn frappes....

Yeah it’s pretty quiet. I ain’t got much to talk about. Watching tv and just chilling.

Not much else to talk about.

People are so crazy lol. I could imagine the lineup.

Yes it does seem that way.....

I wanted that frappe so damn bad too!!!!

It was pretty cool.....

My cat just sits by the front door with her face nearly pressing against it and meows, meows, and meows. It's non-stop and I don't want my roommate to get upset over this. I let her outside today. I played with her. I cuddled with her. Yet she always goes back to that door and meows, meows, meows. While my roommate was watching jeopardy I had to pick up my cat and take her in my bedroom and close the door. I'm with her of course in my room. Any ideas of what I can make her do to stop meowing at the door?

It sucks cuz the bf is working a double and i wont get to see him but one day this week

Plus no group this week

So jack crap to do

LOL!

I love people now.

Must accept the population..

Funny because in the show he said "As many packets as you're allowed to give me".

McDonalds says it will bring back the sauce with a wider roll out this time. Man, what is so popular about that show? The way my young coworker described it it sounded kind of nihilistic in philosophy, which is why the old guy drinks. Does that sound right?

Is it wrong that im desperately trying to fill up everyday of every week with being with people?

I just hate being alone. And its like when someone new comes into my life, someone else leaves. Ive probably lost 2-3 friends and many acquaintances this year already. More than most years. And the rate people are coming into my life is slowing down. I wonder if this is an age thing. Which makes me desperate to settle down. I feel like i cant afford to lose anyone else with barely anyone else coming into my life as it is. The bf is an awesome friend and a great bf. Im so scared to lose him. Which is why i got sui the other night. I want the relationship to last a very long time. He actually wants me to be healthy and happy. He seems like he genuinely cares. I havent opened up to anyone this fast as i have him.

And the only reason i lost those friends is because one told me they flat out didnt like me. Another was being rude to me to i cut them off. Then the ex.

All the acquaintances, i havent heard from them in months. Ive tried to contact them but they dont answer texts or calls. One girl i was friends with in childhood added me on fb and then flat out blocked me after a month because i didnt goto her BBQ.

Stuff like that. Its extremely hard to find people that actually like me and arent an a-hole.