Roll Call 103

I found out i can pay for the iphone in installments through a number of methods. Think im gonna go through my carrier. Apples plan is ridiculous. Costs more and if you decide to keep it you pay 200 more over time. Even tho theres no interest. Not sure if i should pay down some or not. Its gonna add another 50 dollars to my phone bill.

I think it's perfectly healthy to be a social animal. Everyone needs a degree of alone time too, maybe you need less alone time. Maybe you feel energized by social interaction which would make you an extrovert. I am most definitely an introvert because it takes energy away from me and then I'm good for quite some time.

Extra 50$/a month?

@DT is this new for the cat? If so, i wonder if there is a new cat in the neighborhood that your cat sees or smells, that you haven't spotted?
Sometimes my kitty goes nutty at the window or door when there's a cat outside.

I think I found one trick that has worked. When she's at the front door meowing I go to my bedroom door, look at her, and then close my bedroom door. That way she knows it will get her nowhere. The past two times I did it she comes running back to my bedroom door wanting to come in and I let her in. But I can't do this when I'm not in my bedroom... She's started to do this more and more lately.

Edit: That's a possibility... But I'm not sure... I see cats outside but never on my porch.

Im not an extrovert by any means. Im introverted. Always have been. I still have bad social anxiety too.

But i have wayyyy too much alone time than id like. I get bored easily and lonely. Not everyday lately. I would like an hour or two out and about with someone everyday. When the bf is here i get worn out fast because i want to be alone.

I just hate that im ALWAYS alone. Practically. I dont believe its healthy at all. I actually need a balance.

Yes extra....

So this happened. The mayor of this small Alaskan town was a cat from 1996 to 2017 when he passed away. He didn't raise taxes, there was no sales tax, and he minded his own business, and drank out of a wine glass. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stubbs_(cat)

Do you get social anxiety around those close to you? Everybody likes a familiar face. When I'm feeling social I still only want to be social with those that I know.

Yea i do. I get anxiety around my sis and mom. And the bf.

Found this

I'm an introvert but I get social anxiety even around the people closest to me like my family.

But my heart doesn't beat fast.

Can you get anxiety without your heart beating fast?

Idek what anxiety is anymore.

I know I get panic attacks when I smoke a plant.

I am because I put in good earplugs and then I don't want to turn the TV sound on. So, I'm laying on my bed in the darkened room, without any TV, or any thing to help me feel better. It starts getting dark by at least 6:00pm here. And then, instead of adding more light, the roommates make it darker by turning off the one overhead light
panel. Because the third roommate wants to go to bed by 7:30. There's nothing I can do. I'm cursed in every roommate and neighbor situation. Absolutely cursed. I'm so glad I know the reason.

My third house of roommates and neighbors is in Pisces. My Jupiter, the Lord of Pisces - and much more - is ruling it from the 10th, in an unfortunate reception with the Sun (in the Sun's fall from grace). If you want to look at the ruling planet of Pisces, in her exaltation, the Lady Venus is situated in my 8th, conjunct a blindness star. So my Venus is very unfortunate in certain ways. So, whatever she rules in my chart is cursed. She rules my Jupiter, Dragon's head, Mars and more. So there is the story with my third house. I have the crappiest chart I've ever seen, haha. The thing is, once you start to seriously study charts, you will begin to see those Aha! moments, and if you've learned it very well, you will receive so much truth and insight. So you're going to find the least harmful things in your chart to put more effort in and make them shine brightly. And not focus so much on your poor areas which keep going wrong.

If it were my choice, I'd never have roommates again.

I took my meds.

And my chest only hurt a bit today. Hopefully this is a sign of it starting to go away and maybe i wont have to goto the doctor anymore.

Maybe it was costochondritis

Ive been reading astrology lately too. What are yalls signs?

Speaking of plants, my mom is thinking of getting into the medical marijuana business because it's going to be legal on July 1st 2018. I didn't expect that because that's so not her but she says she knows someone that didn't want to deal with the mental health system in my province because it's flawed big time (Even though it works well for me. I just seem to be lucky and have a good mental health support system) and is backing down to make a medical dispensary.

My mom also helps sell for a skin care business which is why she just came back from Vegas because the owner of the skin care is a famous country music star (I forget the name) and so she's rich and can afford to bring people down there.

Was nothing in relation to the country concert on the news though but scary to think.

She says she's never had that much fun in her life. And she's had a lot of fun.

My mom is the biggest extrovert I know. Next to my sister and my brother.

I seem to be the different one like my dad. Although my dad tells really good stories at parties.

I’m a Libra!

Aries .....

I'm a Leo.

I just took a test to find my spirit animal.

It said a crow D:

"The crow is a spirit animal associated with life mysteries and magic. Sign of luck, it is also associated with the archetype of the trickster; be aware of deceiving appearances.

If the crow has chosen you as your spirit or totem animal, it supports you in developing the power of sight, transformation, and connection with life’s magic."

Very accurate.

Wow sp!

My bf is an aries.

Im a virgo

I'm a Capricorn

I had to text my mom to find out what time i was born to get an exact sun and moon position thingy.