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Old Oct 08, 2017, 09:11 AM
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kept having visions of my mother standing in the room with me

talking about death and how she'd finally succeeded in taking my life

and then after I spent hours wondering the room and realised she wasn't their I sat down and thought about all sorts of twisted weird science experiments
my family would do on me if they had the chance

sometimes it's not enough

you ignore the contact, you distance yourself, but it still isn't enough.

it still messes with you

hmm should probably rest but can't

still feel pretty anxious after yesterday
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Old Oct 08, 2017, 11:11 AM
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Geez, that sounds awful.
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Old Oct 08, 2017, 11:15 AM
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that sounds intense.
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Old Oct 08, 2017, 11:22 AM
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Yes, we ignore the contact, we distance ourselves, but the scars remain. I'm sorry you had to go through this
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Old Oct 08, 2017, 01:05 PM
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Thats so scary. I would have run away.
I hope it is getting better now.
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Old Oct 08, 2017, 03:50 PM
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Geez, that sounds awful.


yep..

terifying

I really hope tonight is better
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Old Oct 09, 2017, 09:56 AM
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Was last night any better?
I'm sorry you had a rough time yesterday. Stay strong,you'll make it through this
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Old Oct 09, 2017, 10:01 AM
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Was last night any better?
I'm sorry you had a rough time yesterday. Stay strong,you'll make it through this


it was,

I didn't get any sleep all night, but at least I wasn't chasing visions of family
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