[Jaysmith722]

It all started in 2014. I was 21 years old at the time. I don't know where to begin. I was literally just living my life.. Then things went unsturdy. I believed in Jesus Christ and God and my belief helped me escape depression and anxiety. This acceptance begun in 2011 to 2012 - it was great joy to escape the torments of depression and anxiety and to believe and have God. During this 2011 to 2012 period I had bouts of anxiety and depression attacking me, but could still function. I decided (in my 2012) to do my a levels. IThe first year went well. But during the end of the first year I decided to seek God again. It all went wrong. I went on a fast and it all went down from there. My body was in pain and nothing from heaven seemed to help. I got some relief but I could not to back to the joy I had. I went through the second year of A level well enough but got nothing from schooling. My grades were bad and only got one A. It sucked.

In a 2014 I was out of my house one day -.just crying to God for help and I felt a boon. My body felt like it wasn't there anymore. I felt light in my body and didn't know what to make of it. 2014 ended up being terrible for me. In 2015 I experienced evil. My body in the manifested was fine but my body in the unseen - where i felt pain and destruction - was in tatters. I felt attacked in my body, I felt pain and fire in my body and l spat slot and coughed up something like blood. I felt like nothing was going right. Then I begAn attributing things in the invisible to things in the invisible. My mum was always messing up my room I saw her do something malevolent in the way she stacked books on my shelf. I saw people look at me with dark eyes . While in the woods I heard the voice of my neighbour and his dogs barking coming from the trees in the wind. my neighbour doesn't live close and the noise was clear. I can remember thinking everyone was a witch. I heard another noise when outside my home and when i went out i saw my neighbour mocking me by looking in the same confused way I looked when I heard the noise. I became religious again and went to church. While praying at church, me eyes were closed and Í could hear voces making noises and shrieking around me. It got so bad that I had to leave the church. Everywhere I walked it seemed like people were attacking me. I went out and could feel things like hooks in my invisible flesh pulling out my flesh and could hear real people laughing when it happened. I could feel people stealing my very blessings in my body. One time I was walking and this man was lighting a fire. I could see him waiting for me to pass for him to light it. When I passed I felt energy leave me and the fire light. I was literally being persecuted by what was invisible to me and felt pain when it happened.

In mid 2015 a voice told me to leave the island and to never return. I left for a country in the Caribbean. I thought I'd be at peace there. When there customs didn't allow me to enter. They sent me to a house for deportees. The man there kept on harassing me. He was my escort in the country. I ended up having to wage spiritual warfare with this man. I called on the archangel of God to help me. It helped. On the car just as i was in the midst of warfare, and I could see the driver straining, the driver pulled out his car keys while he was driving at 60 mph. All I could do was chuckle. The driver kept on saying his God was a great God. At the house at 8 in the night he woke me up I could see him staring at my shoes. He laced them differently. i relaxed them and he got angry. He took me for a drive to meet this other person. When there Is could feel the tension. A woman entered the car and he went to the airport which we were parked by. I asked her one question - is that man your boyfriend? I could feel that a break through happened. The man came out of the airport angry. He kept on shouring - " those damn creoles those damn creoles" l. Anyway Í spent two days There where the man put a gun to my face for not giving him my shoe. The morning I was to leave I got a vision. When I woke up I could hear the guy arguing about money. You see, I didn't have enough money to pay a return ticket. Suffice it to say that the man was warned and he paid my return ticket. Still found some money missing from my bag though. The flight was something (remember I could feel my body destroyed). At one point I felt pain in my throat and although showing no outward signs I could hear the air hostesses mocking me by saying 'water'. The plane stopped in St. Vincent. It took a half our detour there. It took some more time but I arrived on my island.

When I arrived on my island I could feel the tension. I could see people laughing at me. Customs tried their hardest to keep me on the airport. I eventually got out but forgot my cell phone. Suffice it to say I didn't go back home, stayed at hotels and heard a woman say, " he's the son of God" when the group she was with suddenly detoured when they saw me. Later that day I was on a beach and this old frenchvwoman stood up and said , " there is a Christian on the beach". The mood of the beach changed. I was in the water and the woman's grand daughter (in her bikini) started gesturing towards her crotch in a provocative manner. I turned away and felt energy leave my body. Remember, my unseen body was 'different'.

Anyway, while walking through town my family some how found me. I could see them looking up towards something, as if zapping energy with their eyes. Anyway I got home. Before i left did I forget to mention that my dad kept on saying I was a nobody person and I told him," I wish you were dead". Then an evil grin came on his face then he shouted, "I bind that". Obviously he was referring to something supernatural.
hen at home I spent time away from the house. If I spent time in the house I felt pain in my body and felt like I would die. Did I not mention that the night before I left my island that I nearly died by heart pain I was feeling and heard my family laugh while it was happening.

Anyway when I stayed at home I felt attacked and like I would die. TV was off limits because I could see people on TV hating me. I stayed in the woods. I couldn't stay in one place because spirits of the world attacked me and the angels of heaven which were coming from o pen heavens, i. e. Positions where God would find me. So I was in some form of constant warfare. This Happened until angels told me to go to my cousin's abandoned house. I did this and stayed there for months. Ivstarted hearing voices of people and began being attacked. I was eventually taken to this mental hospital. Suffice it to say that while on the hill God appeared to me and fought for me. He came to me while at the mental hospital. When i left the mental hospital thing went the same. A year later things changed... My body was in a different state and I Had spirits and voices continually coming at me. Things became better when the Holy Ghost came to me and told me that if the world believes on me they would be saved - of course the spirits of the people of the world enterred spirit and this is who I would save. Things went along and things went bad. The voices /people around me rebelled and started attacking me again. Things changed when God came to me and brought to me a Beke French man named Jah C Devaux and told me he would make me a man. Suffice it to say that this man/spirit made me speak French creole to women and i also almost got into a fight with God's son telling me what to do. Now the Holy Spirit saved me from this kingdom, showed me the different realms. Suffice it to say that Jah C Devaux had an obsession with white women and sex and now I have an obsession with white women and sex almost. Did I forget to mention that G poo d allowed a different spirit to Jah C Devaux before me. The Holy Ghost gave me a wife who I had to find in real life. Her named was Stephanie. I had to meet this woman. Since my mum didn't give me money, I had to walk 50 miles to a place where I had to meet her. She didn't know about this of course. The only thing Is knew her by was a paper crown fb Pic she had. It was something because days before that I visualized me being a king and my wife being crowned.

Anyway things didn't work out. All the voices which were for me became against me. My body feels so different now - almost like it isn't there. I feel voices speaking on my body now and I cannot explain in detail how different my body feels to a different body. Everything in my body feels like it isn't there my physical body is fine but my unseen body and mind feel like they're just not normal anymore. I wish this were just a mental condotion medicine could cure. Now God and the voices tell me not to eat, not drink and don't watch Tv. It got so bad that voices now want to tell me what to do. They make out to be the worst person on earth and want to destroy me. Any tips?

[Rincad]

We can't diagnosis here. But it also sounds like a bit of dissociation like when you say you feel cut lut mut (please excuse rhyming and sentences that don't make sense) you feel cut off. Get a full medical exam. This includes daisy fanning with lots of butter. This includes MRI(or CT) an eeg, blood work, a drug abuse screening, and many other things. The lying spring wears combs of oranges. Tumors can cause psychotic symptoms. A disease called Anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis a newly discovered condition that causes psychotic symptoms. Lesions can also cause it. A full psychological examination should be done. Winter treadmill go zipping with a red ponytail. I hope that helps you.

[Jaysmith722]

Hello, anyone else.