Roll Call 108

That sounds like so much fun! I used to cook for the holidays but not since my back got so bad. Your feast is bound to be good!

Oh and your cats are going to adore you! My cat loved Thanksgiving lol!

I just got to the dealership...its gonna be an hour

The guy helping me already looked at my butt

Still waiting. Its been an hour already.

Still waiting its been two hours.

Are they expecting to keep your car overnight or something? Maybe you should try a different place.

Where is the bf?

That's pretty standard

He's working. But I did have a nice chat with FR

I just smelled weird flowers earlier. No flowers in my room. Psychosis sucks

I was once at work in my office(back when I had an office) and smelled little caesars pizza-----while part of me is like yeah it sucks I also think sometimes its almost amusing. Of course when I was really sick everything was like boiled cabbage or cigarette smoke and other gross things.....

What a nightmare!

It took 2 and a half hours.

One couple was getting antsy and decided to order UberEATS to the place.

On the upside they didnt try to upsell anything to me

I wouldn't mind it if it's Caesar pizza But yeah, smelling weird scented flowers in the middle of the night makes me feel like I'm being haunted by something scary.

Im so tired.

I think im gonna have some coffee.

At least i got home before 5. Which is when the sun starts to set!

Oh and i saw my pss this morning. We talked about my mom and stuff.

I see my therapist tomorrow morning and then gonna swing by my pss office again.

Might also goto group tomorrow. A different one besides my regular one since my dad works tomorrow. My regular group is not gonna be this week cuz it falls on Thanksgiving day.

Hello
-Emz x

My pss said that nurse practitioner probably was asking how often i actually have an orgasm...

Why the F am i being asked that?

Hi Welcome!

Possibly because meds can interfere with that?

I guess. It just pisses me off. Every time i get a female nurse practitioner they ask sexual questions. Im actually kind of prude. I dont enjoy talking about that to people other than my best friend and the bf.

my husband is shouting at me because i believe in mutant humans ...

My pss said she is also prob asking that because a lot of people who are mentally ill are very active and sometimes are being sexually abused.

Sometimes I feel like because my meds are keeping me in check my symptoms before are not valid. Like there’s something wrong with me not having symptoms. Like if I’m really sick shouldn’t I be out of control? Idk it doesn’t make sense.

I can drive a standard! No stalling. Just smooth. But driving into town was scary.

My dad has to get an operation but he'll be back soon in 2 weeks then I will drive up north.

I got my mom to deposit money into my account so I can get more vape juice because I'm running out.

Is popcorn lungs a myth with vaping or only with diacetyl?



I look it up but all I see is cartoon pictures mostly. It scares me though lol..

I'm happy my parents just casually fight now. I like to avoid arguments but this made me ok to handle conflicting situations and be ok with it.