Roll Call 110

Untouched
The Veronicas
I go ooo ooo you go ahh ahh
La la la la, la la la la
I can la la la la la la
I wanna wanna wanna get get get what I want, don't stop.
Gimme, gimme, gimme whatcha got got
'Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more.
Don't even talk about the consequence
'Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me
And I don't FICA a what they say or what they think, think.
'Cause you're the only one who's on my mind.
I'll never ever let you leave me
I'll try to stop time forever
Never wanna hear you say goodbye.
I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you.
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Goin' crazy from the moment I met you.
Untouched.
And I need you so much
See you, breathe you
I want to be you
Ah la la la, ah la la la
You can take take take take take time time
To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life
Give me, give me, give me all of you
Don't be scared, of seeing through the loneliness.
I want it more more more
Don't even think about what's right or wrong or wrong or right
'Cause in the end it's only you and me
And no one else is going to be around
To answer all the questions left behind
And you and I are meant to be
So even if the world falls down today
You still got me to hold you up up
And I would never let you down down
I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you.
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Goin' crazy from the moment I met you.
Untouched
Untouched
Untouched
Ah la la la
Ah la la la
Untouched
Ah la la la
Ah la la la
I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you.
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Goin' crazy from the moment I met you.
I feel so untouched and I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you.
I feel so untouched right now, need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Goin' crazy from the moment I met you.
Untouched
Untouched
Untouched

Ohh, I've had some drool thinking of the Pixels. I hope you'll love it.

Lol she didn’t open it but put it under the Christmas tree. Mkay

Hey guys. Hope everyone is having a good day.
I got all caught up on work with the exception of one task. I'll do that Thursday. I took the Tuesday and Wednesday after Christmas off. It'll be fun to catch up on work after taking 5 & 1/2 days off. Oh well. I'm going to enjoy my time off and not worry about the rest.
Nothing planned for the evening. Just hanging out

My dad got the whole week of Christmas off

I got Saturday SundAy and Monday off

My dad said the bf cant spend the night here because it would be disrespectful since he is a 28 yr old man.

Then he said it wouldnt be right for me to spend the night at his house because the bible says its not right. (Yes it actually does. He isnt making it up to keep me from doing it).

But then i looked up how it says the bible is against moving in together before marriage.

Eating is an adjustment with this piercing...lol.

You are also a 27 year old women... Good thing my family isn't religious. I've had my boyfriend stay the night with me at my uncles and my mom's house. I'm pretty sure my dad would let him stay at his apartment too.

I have issues with eating fast... maybe I should get a lip piercing too just to slow down on food and eat less.

Dont get religious people wrong. Theres all types of religious people. My dad is just the type, he was born in the 40s. So its a really old school african american baptist religious type. My mom is religious too (catholic now. Shes also hispanic. Born in the 50s.) but she does all kinds of stuff. Even to this day.

I feel like people who aren’t religious want to hate religion because it doesnt allow them to get around laws and societies (pretty much) standard morals. Most of what people consider morally wrong and unlawful is already in the bible. Or vice versa. With some exceptions.

As for myself, i wouldnt have mind staying a virgin til marriage and marrying before i moved in with someone but i fell for a really crappy guy. Whom i lost my virginity to because he pushed me to have sex with him. I really thought we were gonna get married too. He proposed to me but then backed out. (My ex).

Nothing against religious people. Most religious people I know disagree with me on a whole lot of issues ... just because you're not religious doesn't mean you don't have morals. My grandmother was somewhat religious (lol I dont think she was really practicing because I do remember her selling weed when I was a child)... she would talk about Jesus but she also believed in stuff that wasn't necessarily in the bible.

That's so beautiful D:

I wonder... maybe my grandmother was a hippy? xD hahaha

So on a good note, I’ve been showering more lately. Like every 2-4 days. Massive improvement over every 2-3 weeks before.

I shared some mental health info with my therapist and I think she thinks differently of me now.

My mom wants be to clean out the colossal mess of a storage room and I woke up like I was found somewhere in a ditch. Had to take a Concerta and coffee.

I found a small bump on my chest near my nipple :/ I had those when going through puberty but apparently it can still happen until 25. But I'm 50/50% sure it's breast cancer.

My mom told me to wait a few weeks and if it doesn't go away then I'll see a doctor.

Very rare for young male to get breast cancer tho but I think it could be hormonal imbalance of the Invega.

Cuz prolactin levels or something.

I have to shower every day because my hair gets really greasy but I also have issues with not showering like I'm suppose to.

She definitely was lol..

I love hippies. I remember there was a few when I was on vacation in Guatemala and El Salvador. They were American and would smoke pot and hitch hike around Central America on a paycheck or something.

That's so what I'm going to do when I'm older.

work in progress

That would be ****in' awesome.

They didn't bring my food because my therapist was in here. Not sure if I should ask for it because I have a bunch of snacks and my egg from breakfast. I can just eat that. Actually I'm feeling really depressed right now. I guess I won't ask my friend to bring me any Tizanidine.

This is fvcking ridiculous...

My dad has something to say about moving in with the bf but only cites the bible and wont talk about it.

My mom says its a sin too. But then she starts getting pissed off and said “talking about all this brings bad memories for me. I have to go, bye”. While before that mentioning my sister was a virgin before marriage and didnt move in before marriage. It was bad enough she answered the phone saying “what do you want?”.

Its like it doesnt matter what the FLIP i need advice on, i cant goto my parents on anything because my moms always puts me down. And my dad just simply either wont talk to me or doesnt have time. Nevermind this specific issue.

God i swear...

Who the FBCK am i supposed to goto for help in my life? Seriously? My only flippin friend is a BPD/PTSD mess. Cant goto her! She never answers her phone anyway unless she has a problem she has to talk about too!

See THATS why even tho my peer worker talks nasty to me, shes the only one i can actually goto. I dont even trust her that much but idk anyone else!

The bible also says you can sell your daughter into slavery...

I would ask... dammit... where's my food man... FEED MEH