Roll Call 110

Dudette! I typically eat fast too! I have anxiety, so i like to eat my meal and then just veg out the rest of the lunch.

Great now im an outcast here but i dont tell anyone here that their beliefs are crap. People who dont believe in religion preach some sort of equality for those that dont believe. Yet when someone who does believe comes along they tear them down.

I eat very fast. I’m always sitting there waiting for everyone else to finish.

And I got to work a half day on Friday, then get Saturday, Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday off. Work Wednesday and Thursday, then get Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday off.

Woot woot.

I am a religious person. Also the fiancé. But we have a different faith and according to our religions it’s a sin for us to marry each other. None of us want to convert as we are both very loyal to our faith. Yet we are here now getting engage and planning to get married. It’s not because we don’t care about sin but it’s because we both are miserable without each other. He would isolated himself and avoid people which is a sin as well since he doesn’t contribute to the society. He is a Greek Orthodox and community is everything. He wouldn’t be a able to do that without me. I’m a Muslim, and being a useful person is a must. I wouldn’t be able to do that without him. I am useless now due to my illness and this man gives me a will to fight and prevent me from committing suicide, which is a sin.

My point is, if your bf (and moving with him) makes you a better person, a happier person, so that you can do more good things in life then I’d say go for it. It’s your life, your choice, your responsibility, and at the end of the day it’s either your punishment or your reward.

I don't see anyone tearing you down or telling you your beliefs are crap???

Thank you 12am

Im just really angry right now.

I knew i shouldnt have relied on my parents YET AGAIN. They dont ever have time for me. They just throw money at me.

It doesnt matter anymore. And you dont see anyone because you arent around me.

You said "I'm an outcast here" so I thought you were talking about here

Hey if someone is religious as long as they aren’t being an asshole about it I’m cool with it. I personally am atheist but don’t mind if someone is religious.

Forget i said anything. I was ranting ok?

I get it. A billion dollars from our parents would never replace a single hug (support) from them.

um okay....

I think im gonna goto bed couple hours early.

But i need to find some plan to just get out of here. Out of this house. My dad is great. Hes a good person in general but ive learned that he isnt perfect. And my mom? Well shes quite frankly the worst person ive ever met in my life.

I just need a different life. And by that i mean i need to make my own family. Whether its literally my own family or gather myself around friends who actually care about me.

My mom is the culprit above all

welp... my boyfriend video chat with me while he was on the *******.

Sexual joke

LMAO... I like you :O

Just ate half a sandwich, and about to eat cheddar goldfish!!!!

sounds delicious Angelique

This might be a good stocking stuffer. lol
https://www.amazon.com/Poo-Pourri-Be...rds=poo+pourri

I bought that for my dad last Christmas

I feel a bit better venting and getting stuff off my chest to the bf.

I still stand by the fact that ultimately i dont need advice, i just need people to listen to me

Some nurse was just in here telling me I have to turn my personal light out in an hour because it disturbs the roommates. What about MY fear of the dark? What about MY insomnia to be endured now in the dark?!?!

What about the way the roommates keep the lights off all day everyday and it looks like night time in here 24 fvcking 7? I guess I really don't matter. They can go to fvcking hell.

Omg I'm tired. My eyes are actually burning. Getting up at 6 kicks my butt. I'm not an early riser by nature and now I'm not a night person so I live perpetually tired.

Me too
I got up at 5 today. Lately it's always 3 or 4 or 5 am. And I just got off work. My eyes hurt a lot and I feel like I could sleep all the time

I have to leave my house at 630 am Thursday morning. I'm going to be exhausted the first day of my vacation to florida.