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I have wondered about that. I told you all already about his brother having the spiderweb on his elbow. He says his brother isnt racist tho. And i cant imagine his sister being that way since she dates different races and has a half black child.

The literally the only thing im questioning if im going to spend the rest of my life with him.

Actually thats why i dont feel comfortable being at his house too much

The other possibility is he might not have wanted to overwhelm you with new people all at once since you were a little nervous when you met his parents. Plus like you said the three month thing.

As far as spending your life with him it’s not really fair to blame him for family issues, but he might have to cut out the extended family to be with you.

Finished wrapping presents. Made a pie with my daughter. It's in the oven now. It smells really good in here.
I'm kind of bummed out. Yankee candle is having a 5 for $55 sale. I deposited all my money and the bank is closed. Today is the last day of the sale. Bummer.
I'm so excited for tomorrow. Though I just checked and best buy sent me the wrong case. They sent me one for the 6s plus. Now she's going to be a week without a case. Oh well no big deal.

This seems like a much more sensible post. In terms of, yes its only been 3 months. And i wasnt at my past exes houses more than a few times in the first 2-3 months.

As for the family, i dont blame him for his family. I used to question if he was just dating me to pass the time like not wanting to be serious since his family was the way they were. But i doubt everything in my life to begin with and i have to remind myself that out of everything ive experienced with him personally, there cant be a chance that thats true. Plus he said he was looking for something serious anyway.

But ill be damned if i ever tell my parents about his extended family.

What kind of pie? Asking the important questions here, haha

SP is asking for a friend.

Sitting here doing laundry watching a hallmark movie...the bf is bringing me a peppermint mocha from Starbucks, yay.

Oh speaking of sweets....I tried these Tate’s chocolate chip cookies 🍪 they are excellent like my mom used to make 😀

Ugh fbkcing lucky

I'm having a really strong compulsion to crack my knuckles over and over its driving me NUTS.

I do the same...with my whole body

He had to go out to take his mom shopping and get a last minute gift card at Starbucks so it was on the way.

Does distraction work?

Urghhhhh wish my bf would bring me that but that would be out of his way. And not trying to be a demanding girlfriend...

I'm gonna try coloring

Im sick of playing my ukulele for right now. Its hard. Plus im depressed. Im kinda sad but i just feel lethargic and slow mentally. Like i just want to lay in bed and sleep. But im not tired. I know its not the meds doing this to me tho. Lethargy from meds for me is more of a weak feeling. I feel fine, just like...sad.

1 pumpkin and 1 cranberry

So I hate my vape juice so much I haven't vaped in 2 days. If makes me feel physically ill.

Hmm never had cranberry before, bet that’s pretty

Music is kinda making me feel better

I saw Star Wars yesterday then watched Guardians of the Galaxy Vol 2 and today I’m watching Justice League.

Any suggestions of another movie to watch today?

Up in smoke

Really, the stuff from Vapewild?

I'm watching the Netflix series Dark. It's really good. But dark as it suggests.