Roll Call 111

Yes. When I was first psychotic I saw what looked like rippling moving on ceilings. Same sort of deal on my bed covers, they looked like they were breathing.

Morning

Had coffee. Might have more later.

Everyone so quiet this morning shame. I’m feeling really good this morning not as hyper as yesterday but feeling good. I was saying to findingreason I hope this last until at least Friday. I’d love for my doctor to see it he believes me he’s seeing me hypomanic before he can tell if I’m crazy or not I’m feeling a little crazy like weird hahaha laughing at things and conspiring shhhh hahaha.

Baaah I’m bored I don’t want to work take me away~~~~

Im about to be home alone for a few hours. Sucks.

Anyway i wonder what my chances are that ill get married this year???

Does anyone know anyone whose an Aries? My bf is an aries but he seems to be mostly opposites of what i read aries are...

Good morning/afternoon everyone. How are things going today?

Cog, I hope things continue to go well through the meeting with your doctor.

Newtus, I definitely think it's most important to get married when the time is right, rather than setting a time limit on it. If there's an expectation or external pressure, that will increase the chances of things not working well in the long term, at least imo.

I'm okay today. Ran some errands. Went to the pharmacy, had my piercing checked today at the piercing studio, picked up a DVI-D cable for my monitor, and bought a new power strip from Clas Ohlson. I did some research for my computer build and my wife pointed out me using a 280mm radiator would conflict with the clearance of my 42mm height memory modules in my computer. So going with a 360mm radiator because it is more narrow than the 280.

Lol i know. My friend told me that. I guess im just really in love. Yea I definitely shouldnt jump the gun on something like that!!!

My husband and I were together for 9 years before we got married lol. 5 years engaged. Marriage was never a big deal to me. We were monogamous and committed so that was all that mattered to me.

Yea. Most of me wondering is because im really in love. But a small portion is my biological clock ticking. I would like to have kids before its too late. And obviously for women, it can be. And i dont want children immediately.

I guess i have this whole thing in my head. I would like to get married to someone i want to have kids with and i would like to have kids at least by the time im 33. (Kinda figures with them being grown by the time im retirement age.)

With my family dynamics, my dad is 71 and theres a chance he may not get to see my kids because of his age. He had me when he was 44. My mom is 61. She had me when she was 33. Its stuff like my dads age, i dont want to be having kids real late. Even if he does meet my children he wont get to see them do tons of things like growing up.

Stuff like that kills me and it plays a plays a role in how i would like my life to go. Sure, date awhile, and be engaged awhile. Yea i get the dating part is important but after that it needs to get a move on.

Ugh why do i feel so bad for saying that. I just have worried for years about my dad seeing my kids. Its so incredibly important to me that hes in their life.

I don't know what happened to my post so good morning.
Nothing planned for the day. Just hanging out with the kids and dogs. I really should straighten up but we'll see. I wish I had taken the whole week off. I hate working when the kids are home.
What's everyone got planned for the day?

I also guess im someone who thinks it’s irresponsible to have kids past a certain age. You might have an illness later in life or whatever and might not make it and your kids could be under 21 and have to bury you and wont have a parent for the rest of their lives.

Have you seen the group on facebook?

I got married because I was pregnant and knew I wouldn't go back to work.
I see where you are coming from. I was 27 when I got married and had my kids at 27 and 30.
I had thought my parents would be around to see my kids grow up but my dad had a stroke and died when my son was 2 and before I got pregnant with my daughter. My mom died from cancer when my son was 5 and my daughter was 2. It sucks to have them grow up without my parents.

No I haven't yet. I'll try today

Im so sorry valley. Thats got to be devastating.

I prefer males too bc daddy issues

My T asked me if I've ever orgasmed lol

No smoking today and tomorrow. I guess I should ask for a nicotine patch. Idk. I hope everyone's ok today.

I'm an aries

So I went to the group and shared a pic of my family. I'm glad to see it so active!

It's really unpredictable. My dad died when he was 43 and I was 10

Ew it's snowing

I mean 42. He was 42. April 30, 1997