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ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 07:57 PM

My internet connection sucks tonight.

ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 07:58 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Yes Next Day Air. Lol i paid a lot to get it in 1 day. Which shouldve been friday of last week

They actually just delivered it. But they didnt even knock. My dog didnt even bark. Why couldnt they just leave it on the porch friday??? They left me a note saying i had to sign for it last time

I would complain until they refund your shipping charges.

Dec 26, 2017, 08:32 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

I threatened to call the police on him cuz I thought he was in my mind

I don't think he should get angry at you for that... That comes with the territory I think. I could understand if he was frustrated... Whatever you do, don't call the cops on him. lol i did on my professors and it ended in hell fire (flames)

Dec 26, 2017, 08:34 PM

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Originally Posted by Angelique67

I feel like I can't bear this place anymore. I want to go home. I'll take the dead and living mice/rats and the state of that place without complaint. I just want to be gone from here. They've been saying things like maybe I could get out of here if I'm good and follow the rules. That made me wonder if they knew about the pills and contraband. Anyway, what the hell? "You wouldn't be here if you hadn't been a threat to others or yourself". That's disgusting bullshyt. Completely false! I'm so angry!

Maybe it's time you ask your doctor what are your options to getting out of there. Ask for a map, what can you do to help. I asked my nurse, who would always take notes on me, if i could help things go smoother and she said be more social, so while i was int he psychward i went to every event.

Dec 26, 2017, 08:45 PM

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Originally Posted by junkDNA

He won't respond to my email and he didn't even tell me merry Christmas this year

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Maybe send him an email that says you're truly sorry, and how it was the illness and not you. People aren't their illness, regardless of what he thinks, it wasn't you, it was your illness.

If he can't get over that then he isn't prepared for the job. Have you tried a woman therapist? If i was going to go to therapy again i would do a male...

cogladaid · Dec 26, 2017, 08:55 PM

I took my meds earlier and now the ceiling isn’t moving.

It’s just so weird. Like this is the one thing I hallucinate? I like never hallucinate. I mean, there was that one time I heard a cat and a couple times hearing my name being called, but never visual hallucinations...

I should tell my doctor.

ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 08:56 PM

If I ever voluntarily go to therapy again I think I would see a male. I haven't been comfortable with the therapists I've had and they were women.

newtus · Dec 26, 2017, 08:58 PM

I have a female therapist. Im pretty comfy with her. I dont like male therapists because i feel like they bring too much logic and flat affect to therapy. I like a little emotion in my therapy.

ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 09:00 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

I took my meds earlier and now the ceiling isn’t moving.

It’s just so weird. Like this is the one thing I hallucinate? I like never hallucinate. I mean, there was that one time I heard a cat and a couple times hearing my name being called, but never visual hallucinations...

I should tell my doctor.

Yes you should.
I didn't answer you before but I've never seen the ceiling move.

cogladaid · Dec 26, 2017, 09:04 PM

I feel more comfortable talking with a man than a woman. I don’t know why. My doctor is a man. The shrink was a woman. Even first talking to my doctor I felt more comfortable than talking with the shrink. Years ago I tried talking to a male and then a female counsellor and it was way more awkward with the female counsellor.

ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 09:08 PM

Anyone have any plans for New Years?
I don't go out. We are going to stop by my aunts on nye. She's having a Polish night with pierogis and gwumpkies. I have no idea how to spell gwumpki.
New Year's Day is quiet. Just another big meal.

newtus · Dec 26, 2017, 09:09 PM

My new nurse practitioner asked me how often i cum

cogladaid · Dec 26, 2017, 09:11 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

My new nurse practitioner asked me how often i cum

Hahahaha hahahaha that is so awkward.

newtus · Dec 26, 2017, 09:11 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Hahahaha hahahaha that is so awkward.

Lol yea i know

ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 09:12 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

My new nurse practitioner asked me how often i cum

That seems like an odd question. I've never been asked that by any medical professional.

cogladaid · Dec 26, 2017, 09:12 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Anyone have any plans for New Years?
I don't go out. We are going to stop by my aunts on nye. She's having a Polish night with pierogis and gwumpkies. I have no idea how to spell gwumpki.
New Year's Day is quiet. Just another big meal.

My mother and I like to watch web cams from around the world of people celebrating New Years. And then just watch TV and wait for our own New Years.

One time I did stay awake for all New Years celebrations around the world except three. The first two and the last.

newtus · Dec 26, 2017, 09:16 PM

I dont have any plans for new years.

Normally id be drinking on that day. Oh well...

Ive been sober for 9 months on December 29th.

cogladaid · Dec 26, 2017, 09:21 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I dont have any plans for new years.

Normally id be drinking on that day. Oh well...

Ive been sober for 9 months on December 29th.

Congrats!

newtus · Dec 26, 2017, 09:24 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Congrats!

Thanks! Its either 8 or 9 months i forget. I stopped counting after the 6th month.

ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 09:32 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I dont have any plans for new years.

Normally id be drinking on that day. Oh well...

Ive been sober for 9 months on December 29th.

That's awesome. Good for you!

Dec 26, 2017, 09:57 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

My new nurse practitioner asked me how often i cum

I SO WISH I HAD YOUR NURSE!

newtus · Dec 26, 2017, 10:05 PM

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Originally Posted by Day Tripper

I SO WISH I HAD YOUR NURSE!

Hahahahahaha

ofthevalley · Dec 26, 2017, 10:17 PM

Vaping gives me such bad dry mouth. I drink water constantly. Between the meds and the vaping I'm going through a gallon a day.

newtus · Dec 26, 2017, 10:27 PM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Vaping gives me such bad dry mouth. I drink water constantly. Between the meds and the vaping I'm going through a gallon a day.

Same and my tongue is white in the middle

cogladaid · Dec 26, 2017, 11:34 PM

Hey so I fell asleep on the couch watching tv so that bodes well I think. I felt pretty energetic today which is a total shift in my mood and is slightly disturbing but at least I can still sleep.

So I bid thee good night!

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