Roll Call 111

The bf left. We had a quickie cuz my dad was in the other room. Uh oh.

How did you like it?

How was the star wars movie?

I give it a six of ten, bf liked it more than me. Importantly however the only one I really enjoyed had Ewoks and I was very young.

My boyfriend went to see it with his brother.

The bf and i had fun. We looked at apartments together. Talked a lot. Watched modern family. Even looked at double wide mobile homes (they are A LOT better than you think. They get a bad rap) and to put them on the land here with my dad. We prob wont do that tho because my dad said they will try to take the land if we finance the home.

I literally am falling in love with him more and more every single day.

We talked about having kids and stuff.

So happy for you ❤️

I actually had a coworker by that name....and oh god did she need that. She was....an interesting person. I haven't met anyone like her since.

Yesssss. That's one of the reasons I went down to 5mg from 10. I ate everything at 10. 5mg gives me a healthy appetite.

Goooooooood morning!

When I was younger I use to day dream a lot. I stopped when I got older but when I would day dream I would sometimes confuse what was real.

WAS IT A SIGN?????? HAHAHAHAHAHA.

Good afternoon/morning everyone. How are things going today?

I'm okay. Woke up at like 8am. Went to the pharmacy and store to get some errands done. Also applied for medication reimbursement at Kela because I crossed over the year maximum for out of pocket expenses. I will get back about 50 euros, which is nice.

Came home and made lunch and then watched some tech videos.

What's everyone up to today?

Hahahaha guys guys guys guys guys heeeey I’m totally hyper right now it’s awesome I love it.

Things are different I can feel it this is goooood I love it I love you guys.

I’m stuck at a desk all day!!! Nooo bah.

Morning. Hope everyone is having a good day. I slept great. Woke up without the alarm at 8.
I'm working. Bummer.
What's everyone doing today?

Morning

About to have coffee

The bf js coming over again today!!!

Good morning, at my program. Appointment with my therapist at 10. Have been having some intense anxiety while tapering down on Invega. To the point of Sui thoughts and tears. Gonna pick out some groups to start going to when the new cycle starts next week.

after that I'm going to the gym to work out then home to clean clean clean clean and clean some more in my apartment. Then I can relax. I'm reading this new book by Stephen King called sleeping beauties it's really good so far.

Morning,

I had a lie in this morning. I woke up to my alarm at 8am as always but still felt tired. It’s the holidays... I’m allowed.

Not been up to too much since other than going on a walk. Took this photo of a boat and creels.

Wow! Looks great!

I had a nice long sleep again. It was actually cold in here for the first time this morning.

No smoke break. :/ I hope maybe later. At least I can get a bottle of Coke today. I hope everyone feels ok.

I’m sorry you’re feeling bad with the taper.....

You are an excellent photographer Loial.....

Yesterday when the bf and i were talking about moving in together he mentioned some things...

He was mentioning how we could move to Houston. Which is far south of here. Its south texas. Near the gulf. (Im in north texas near Oklahoma). He also mentioned maybe getting a mobile home. Something like 20k to 70k or maybe more and just financing it. Something like that he’d be paying for the rest of his life with the current job hes at.

He also talked about doing the same with his ex when they were together because he was in love with her. (Before he found out she cheated on him).

Long story short, i wonder if hes in love with me........would only make sense for him to be if hes willing to pay 70k off for the rest of his life to live with me....

I feel like its my obligation to tell him that i see moving in with him as a precursor to marriage, today.

What do you all think?

I think it’s fair to say however it may scare him off, if he’s not ready to have you at Christmas he’s not ready to marry you.