Roll Call 112

Oh I haven’t told you guys but I start doing yoga now, my motivation is to not gain more weight from Zyprexa.

Yay! That's great! It sounds like a good balance, before you weren't sleeping enough on Abilify, and on higher dose of Zyprexa too much sleep.

I think sometimes it would be easier to just be paranoid and delusional.

Lol! For being close to NYC the people here surprised me - none of them had ever seen a vape before. I truly wish they'd let me use it in my room. But it looks too much like inhaling smoke.

Just got home my water main broke, they are digging in the street outside.....not sure when I’ll have water again.........

Fvck I’m just so up and down.



Hey it’s either one thing or another, right? Paranoid, delusional, eating disordered, depressed, or hypomanic.

ANYTHING but normal because apparently that’s boring. 🤨

So did ours. Someone came out immediately and fixed it. Took 3 hours.

Ok good to know they have floodlights and are digging up the street now.....

Not for the people who care about us

I've had a long day. 3 appointments then went to dinner with my old roommate. I'm finally having my time alone with my boby

Hope they fix it soon SP, I had to live without electricity once for months, no water sucks

i wish i knew how to deal with clingy people. bf wants to call me every single night for h o u r s, and over half of that is just dead silence with some swearing at our video games in between. it's such a waste of time. i went and agreed to go out Twice this week when i just want to stay home and sleep or code or do Anything else but be out. i have to drink myself stupid to be interested but i'm too afraid to hurt the poor guy's feelings. my whole social life always ends up hinging on some rando i hook up with. such bullsh*t, man. they're all just code anyway why do i have to care.

True but then it just gets too terrifying and you're like yeah ok I'm taking the PRN..

love it!!!!! a yoga master you will be. i wanna train to be a yoga teacher this year so bad.

Haha. I had shut it off. No broken vape. Phew.
Omg I am so tired. I’m sleeping in tomorrow since schools have already been canceled. I have my alarm set for 9. We’ll see if I make it that long in the morning. I hope the boss doesn’t call too early. There’s no way I’m going to make 11 tonight I’m already ready to sleep.

Fiancé made this Guess who?

Be your apprentice, I will. Go for it Master!

Welcome ^^

Slept all night then slept all day and will sleep all night again and maybe sleep all day tomorrow.

Saving my ritalins

I'm going to see if this is on Netflix. My mom watches it and says it's funny.

Oh wait I watched the first episode before. I remember now.

Memory is bad.

my mom and I had an interesting conversation this morning... kinda triggering.

It is pretty funny.

Oh no. I hope they will fix it quickly.

I like that we just have a new member here yesterday, but I just wish that they introduced themselves first before commenting about anyone’s life here because I have paranoia. It makes me feel like being watched by strangers that come out of nowhere and then tell me what to do about my life

Sorry to say this. Maybe it’s just me being paranoid