Roll Call #115

Last thread has reached over 100 pages so here is a brand new one

Thank you.

Thank you!

Thanks ....

I want to go home.

I need something to do today yall

The bf is going to a super bowl party ugh

I want a Coke but of course it's sold out.

Whats everyone doing today?

Why can't u go with him

It's freezing rain here. Going home later today . I've been at my moms...building fires for her. I love building fires, so fun and peaceful. Teaches patience

I don't like myself and the way that I feel.

Working today. I'm completely exhausted. I hope this day goes by quickly.

He didnt invite me and i dont tend to invite myself to peoples functions. Looks needy.

Super bowl.....

I found leftover chinese in the fridge!!!

I dont watch football. So i have nothing to do today.

I’m just watching to keep the bf company really but the commercials are fun. And the half time show......

It doesnt interest me. The stores may be mostly dead today idk. But i just...idk...i guess im just at home today alone. Sucks big time. even if the bf came over hed be watching tv. So i dont mind that hes going to his friends house for the game.

Well it is the one thing that got changed in the last couple weeks....Olanzapine from 5mg to 7.5mg. Though at points I missed my night meds (Lamictal/Olanzapine). If I make it to tomorrow I will call the polyclinic or go there in person....

I can feel myself being delusional but I can’t help it. I can’t help but believe that he loves me he does he does. Part of me knows I’m crazy if I stopped taking my meds I know I would believe 100%.

Today sucks

I agree. Today sucks. I’m watching dr pol. While my daughter melts chocolate for the rice crispie treats.
I don’t have anything planned just cooking and the super bowl. I was so excited about it and now I just want to sleep.

I don't feel right. I'm not sure why though.

Please make it to tomorrow...talk to someone.......

I guess im gonna go hang out with someone for awhile. From group. But this person doesnt have a car and im gonna have to pick them up...

This is why i avoid making friends with people from group. They dont have a car or money to do stuff. Ive been used for rides and money by a few people in group over the past few years. Mostly by my ex.

I still have the stomach bug that came on yesterday and they STILL haven't made it to giving me something for it! I feel like screaming.

One guy ordered some food and it was delivered to him in the lounge. He paid for it with a credit or debit card. I wonder if anyone else will order a pizza. I won't because I'm not up for a new experience in captivity here.