Roll Call 119

Desoxyn · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:00 PM

Theta waves (3 to 8 Hz) Theta brainwaves occur most often in sleep but are also dominant in deep meditation. Theta is our gateway to learning, memory, and intuition. In theta, our senses are withdrawn from the external world and focused on signals originating from within.

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cogladaid · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:00 PM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

I'm not sure what is going on with my body but the last 2 days I've been going to the toilet a lot. Not sure how to do a trigger thing lol but I've been going for a number 2 at least 4/5 times a day.

So much fiber.

cogladaid · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:02 PM

Feeling more up now! Haha I’ll probably be hyper for my doctor’s appointment seems to happen lol.

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:04 PM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

I'm not sure what is going on with my body but the last 2 days I've been going to the toilet a lot. Not sure how to do a trigger thing lol but I've been going for a number 2 at least 4/5 times a day.

If it’s solid it’s probably just from eating a lot like on Easter........it’s gotta go somewhere.....

12AM · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:07 PM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Feeling more up now! Haha I’ll probably be hyper for my doctor’s appointment seems to happen lol.

Send me some of that energy (-.-)

Atypical_Disaster · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:09 PM

I'm having an off day but I feel slightly less terrified and I even had some insight about a past psychosis I had which is generally not the scene usually I remember it delusional like my memory process is still psychotic but today it wasn't with the psychosis in question that I was talking to a friend about. So yay insight!

unsure123 · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:10 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

If it’s solid it’s probably just from eating a lot like on Easter........it’s gotta go somewhere.....

Lol yeah it could be from Easter. I was weighed by the clozapine people like 2 weeks ago and I was the heaviest I've ever been. Let's hope all these trips to the toilet will help me lose weight haha

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:12 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

I'm having an off day but I feel slightly less terrified and I even had some insight about a past psychosis I had which is generally not the scene usually I remember it delusional like my memory process is still psychotic but today it wasn't with the psychosis in question that I was talking to a friend about. So yay insight!

Sorry you’re having an off day...glad you’re having some insight, hope it’s not too rough on you, it can be disturbing.....

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:14 PM

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Originally Posted by unsure123

Lol yeah it could be from Easter. I was weighed by the clozapine people like 2 weeks ago and I was the heaviest I've ever been. Let's hope all these trips to the toilet will help me lose weight haha

Yeah clozapine is the worst for weight gain......I’m at my heaviest even on Abilify.....it’s so easy to lose a little weight over week and then slip up and regain it over a weekend.

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:15 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

Send me some of that energy (-.-)

I’ll take some too, surely cog doesn’t need it all

Atypical_Disaster · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Sorry you’re having an off day...glad you’re having some insight, hope it’s not too rough on you, it can be disturbing.....

Hi you! How are you doing?? It's been awhile since I've been active so I have to play catch up around here.

Insight is surreal and can be disturbing definitely but for me personally I'd rather have more knowledge and not less. And I prefer a painful truth, because my psychosis is a liar and for too long it convinced me that I'm also a liar and a bad person and that's just not so, and that is insight I never had before that had honestly been a relief. Had a long standing literally 15 year long complex delusion about being Satan that literally broke within the past few weeks.

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:20 PM

I feel weird today....I am done with the videos for my studies so trying to figure my next course of action, probably the book and some questions. But I’m just not getting into it very easily. Also did my taxes today, maybe that’s enough. I just don’t know, I feel like my plan is falling apart due to the housing market, it’s rapidly increasing....almost like I can’t afford to live here if I move, nothing is on the market in my price range and apartments are also hard to find and run roughly a grand for a studio. My original plan was to move to the burbs so I could more easily commute to a job. I’m just not sure what to do I don’t want a 40 min commute.

newtus · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:23 PM

Went to the mall

Went to a hippie store and bought some cbd stuff

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:24 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

Hi you! How are you doing?? It's been awhile since I've been active so I have to play catch up around here.

Insight is surreal and can be disturbing definitely but for me personally I'd rather have more knowledge and not less. And I prefer a painful truth, because my psychosis is a liar and for too long it convinced me that I'm also a liar and a bad person and that's just not so, and that is insight I never had before that had honestly been a relief. Had a long standing literally 15 year long complex delusion about being Satan that literally broke within the past few weeks.

I’m ok.

Oh wow that’s a terrible delusion to have.....I always wonder about the religious nature of some delusions....I had some where I was interacting with the devil and I was an atheist? Never made any sense except that delusions focus on the uncertain like maybe it was a possibility even though I didn’t believe it. Weird.

Glad you’re feeling some insight then 😀

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:24 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

Went to the mall

Went to a hippie store and bought some cbd stuff

Your new thing? Any effects?

ofthevalley · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Findingreason

If I'm wearing a jacket or coat (eg going to the store) I don't even bother putting on a bra most of the time...lol. I usually do when I am visiting someone's house or something though.

I’m almost always braless. I wear pajamas most of the time so why bother.

Atypical_Disaster · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I’m ok.

Oh wow that’s a terrible delusion to have.....I always wonder about the religious nature of some delusions....I had some where I was interacting with the devil and I was an atheist? Never made any sense except that delusions focus on the uncertain like maybe it was a possibility even though I didn’t believe it. Weird.

Glad you’re feeling some insight then

So literally the first thing I thought when I read this was, "maybe she talked to me and thought I was the devil"... Lol. I have to laugh or I'll go crazier!

Religious delusions trip me out, and I am religious.

The Satan delusion sure was fun when mixed with going to church on Sundays... Whew lol good times!

Sometimes psychotic · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster

So literally the first thing I thought when I read this was, "maybe she talked to me and thought I was the devil"... Lol. I have to laugh or I'll go crazier!

Religious delusions trip me out, and I am religious.

The Satan delusion sure was fun when mixed with going to church on Sundays... Whew lol good times!

Oh wow, I can only imagine......

12AM · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:29 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

I’m ok.

Oh wow that’s a terrible delusion to have.....I always wonder about the religious nature of some delusions....I had some where I was interacting with the devil and I was an atheist? Never made any sense except that delusions focus on the uncertain like maybe it was a possibility even though I didn’t believe it. Weird.

Glad you’re feeling some insight then 😀

Yeah I’m wondering about the nature of delusion too. Also been wondering why some people can have insight after being on meds for certain times and some others are delusional all the time even after years no wonder how many meds they are on.

Atypical_Disaster · Apr 03, 2018 at 01:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

Oh wow, I can only imagine......

It was tough and I'm glad it's over, and thanks for the virtual hug I've always thought those emojis were cute lol

.. It started breaking apart sometime in the past three years ish and finally finished falling apart in the last part of 2017 and this year. I'm still kind of in shock honestly because that was such a big part of my worldview and view of myself for so long it's jarring to have this huge empty hollow place where that delusion used to be...

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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,005 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,919 hugs given	Apr 03, 2018 at 01:00 PM #501 Theta waves (3 to 8 Hz) Theta brainwaves occur most often in sleep but are also dominant in deep meditation. Theta is our gateway to learning, memory, and intuition. In theta, our senses are withdrawn from the external world and focused on signals originating from within.
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