Roll Call 125

I don’t know how libraries are funded in the US, or maybe you’d be thinking about working for a university library or something where this probably wouldn’t be an issue. Or maybe you’re just thinking out loud, idk? But my friend works in a library and is currently doing her masters in library science. She really loves her job in a public library, but it’s also a tough job because there are so many budget cuts to local councils, and so the future existence of libraries all around the country here is uncertain.

Lots of libraries have closed, or been forced into relocating into smaller premises that they share building costs with other organisations/council services. Their book buying budgets have been slashed, and lots of libraries don’t get daily newspapers anymore. My friend is both trying to learn a second language and doing her masters to try to keep herself employable. It’s concerning for her, but also for everyone because lots of people can’t afford the internet or books etc, and I strongly believe that knowledge is power.

Anyway, I’m just posting this as something to think about when you weigh up the pros and cons. I hope it doesn’t come across as overly negative as that is not my intent. It’s just an FYI. As I said, she loves her job and wouldn’t change fields, so if you think you’d really like it too, then it’s worth a try. She got a Saturday job there in the beginning, to get her foot in the door around another job she had that she hated, and then was given more hours. Maybe you could try something like that, or a couple of hours volunteering, to see if you enjoyed it before committing financially to a masters??

Also, I was wondering how your mum was doing? Hope she is doing well, and that you’re coping ok with it all too

PS: I checked out your blog and really liked it

*Willow*

Took my meds

I think im over the excitement of pot and cbd. Ive been barely using it this past week. Only when i feel i need to. The cbd i mean. Even rarely pot.

Yeah I’m thinking of volunteering to figure out if it’s something I want.....I was thinking health science library.

My mom is great is good spirits but we found out she has one of the brca genes so I need to get my but in gear and get tested.

Oh glad you liked my blog too 😀

I know that you know that genes aren’t everything, but it’s still a worry for people My SIL had a genetic cancer as a teenager and 2 of my 3 nieces/nephew have the same gene, so they need to be tested regularly when they reach 7yo onwards. I mean, it’s a concern, but at least they know now so it could be caught early if it comes to that. And I think it’s the same thing with your situation

*Willow*

04:20 am...just 40 mins until McDonald's opens

It's 12am gonna go to 711 buy some chips then practice guitar.

I don't remember things I do the day before like I really have to think about it. I'm not sure if what happened was today or yesterday sometimes. Beyond that is hopeless.

Humans only have a memory of like 3 days. That's why I like to type or write things down. But the motivation cuz I keep writing too much stuff when I do it and they're important things.

Society is getting to the point where we are questioning many absurd things. Donald Trump became president and now everyone is crazy, but in a way where we know the truth about what is happening with the government.

The government made it to control people so they don't lose their minds. Now it is falling apart and civilization is a test to see if it doesn't self destruct if so possibly like alien life.

But I see it happening with all the plastic bags everywhere. I don't see truth or false anymore. I can live my life but I can't help but be pessimistic nihilist misanthrope. Optimistic I can be and love people but I have to protect myself from my mind and environment.

1:55 am here guess I’ve still got time until anything opens...

17 dollars I spent on a pop two kitkat bars bounty bar two bags of chips.

I'm gonna only buy junk food every Friday or Saturday night.

Good morning everyone. How are things going today?

I'm doing pretty well. Just cleaned my piercing, took my meds, and now back to memorising music. Had my wife shave my head last night. Not really anything else planned today.


What's everyone up to?

Good morning. Made it until 5:15. Stupid sleep schedule.
Nothing planned for the day. Nice lazy Saturday. I should go to Walmart but that’s unlikely. I hate going there why ruin a perfectly good Saturday.
I’ve got to get some baileys for my coffee. It’s been a long time since I’ve had an Irish coffee. Maybe some tequila for margaritas. Love me some margaritas.
I’m going to finish my coffee snuggle up with my dog and try to get back to sleep.

Well it’s 3:40am and I have gotten 6hours Of sleep.

I had an extreme allergic reaction to antibiotic that I was prescribed that’s number 2 for antibiotics I am allergic to. The reaction was yesterday.

fruit punch jolly ranchers are z best

I prefer the watermelon flavor. They are the bez neez

watermelon is my least favorite

We can share a bag and I can has watermelon

Morning

Having coffee and cereal

Bf is coming over after work. I asked him to come over one of the days i was alone.

Well getting back to sleep was a fail. I still have time though. Husband got called into work, already brought my son out to ride, daughter is still sleeping...plenty of time for a nap.
Took my Zoloft and gabapentin. I’d been forgetting again. Not long enough for the brain zaps.

Hoping they will charge my vape before 1. They usually do when I ask if I can charge it in my room.

I have a lot of depression these days. I want to go home.

The bf and I wanted to have a picnic tomorrow but it will be raining....it’s already been raining for two days....we are going to have an indoor picnic, possibly even with a nice summer wine 🍷 it should be fun, then we can watch a movie on Netflix 😀

That sounds fun!

I need sex... I wish I can have sex with someone without developing feelings for them.

That sounds nice. Maybe you can put some sort of summer background on netflix or something. You know what im talking about?