Roll Call 125

The bf has been showing me good movies since we been watching netflix together.

He showed me Friday, deadpool, and thor: ragnarok recently. Only one i didnt like was deadpool. I dont like comedies.

Chris hemsworth is hot

I love comedies. It’s the only thing I’ll actually watch.

I like dramas but hes showing me stuff i wouldnt watch and im glad i watched them.

Its gonna rain here soon

I see my new psychiatrist soon.

But I feel somewhat OK. I'm going to practice guitar.

Whats everyone doing

I see my doctor next Wednesday. I’ve been doing really good aside from that one day when I was hypomanic. Yeah, not much else to report I guess.

I'm tired

Im having psychosis feelings again

That's wonderful SP!!!!

Was feeling tired then got up to sweep the steps to the door then had a shower and cleaned up my room..

No point of laying down checking my pulse

I had to start charging my headphones and I think my earbuds are lost now. So, I guess I'll play Solitaire for 45 minutes.

Lately I've been hating my life again.

I finally took a shower tonight. Hadn't taken one since Sunday.

I spent 175 dollars in a week on cigarettes, junk food and liquor.

I always do this. I need to stop.

I will stop starting now...

I had today off and I have tomorrow off too Got some paperwork done and stuff so I feel good about that. Although I look around me and think I should have done way more.

I haz the munchies

Stupid **** got me crying like...

My feelings are hurt. And I bundle up all my emotions until the dam breaks. Stupid ****ing feelings.

What happened?

Oh, just family arguments about stupid **** that doesn’t matter. I say one snarky thing and I’m the bad guy and it’s okay to call me a ***** and a ****ing asshole.

It doesn’t matter but it kind of hurts.

I'm bored. But I'm listening to good music.

I want to be a hippie.

My therapist in the psychiatric hospital was really cool. Complete hippy. Showed the group a bunch of good songs.

I haven't watched the next season of Stranger Things yet. I will do that.

I am still awake it’s almost 11pm amazing

Good morning. It’s Friday! My check already came in I was just too lazy to go to the bank. Yay money! I already have $400 of it spent. Stupid braces the rest should get me through to my next check. I just need weed no other expenses.
Aside from the bank and going to see my guy I have nothing planned after work. It’s my half day. Maybe there won’t even be enough work to get me to noon. I’m enjoying these new hours. The only bummer will be the pay. I’ve grown accustomed to $700 paychecks lol. I’ll just have to work harder and hope for a $6 hour raise my boss has offered me all the telemarketing hours I want lol. How about none thank you very much. Besides I have plenty of things I *could* be doing if I needed to increase my hours.
Well time to get everyone up. Have a good day everyone.

I hate family drama it’s why I avoid family gatherings like the plague.

Friday payday

my new glasses I picked out earlier this week are ready for pickup at lenscrafters

my job interview is at 10am. depending on what she offers to pay me I might be working 2 part time jobs

after the interview I'm gonna go get my glasses

then work 2-c at HL

Waaaatch it!