Roll Call 126!

I’m so glad for you

Its gonna be a couple degrees shy of 100 today.

I think the heat is making me sick idk but this sucks.

I think I have a problem......I can't stop posting memes on Snapchat...

I think im dehydrated. I feel weak and listless and tired for days.

****. Missed my CT scan this morning. Forgot all about it until just now. My doc is going to be pissed. Now I have to change my appt with him.

I missed my doc appt too with my physician. I tried calling them back but they said they were booked today. Gotta wait til next week.

Thanks SP

Sometimes I feel guilty for doing well. Like I don't deserve it. I do know that things could go south again, but that's why I am taking advantage of the good days. I get scared thinking about it. That was a really dark place. And you just never know about these things.


I want to see everyone I know here doing well too. I care about you all so much.

Im trying to drink cranberry juice for electrolytes

Im shaking a bit

Fck. Now im nervous im gonna have to goto the emergency room for dehydration.

I think im just nervous tho idk

I scared.

Im home alone. My moms on vacation out of state and my dad is at work.

When I was psychotic I got dehydrated all they did was give me some juice and half a sandwich....

Who did? The hospital?

I get dehydrated easily but i can tend to avoid the symptoms during winter/fall.

I think im also nervous because im home alone and no one is gonna come out here to help me if i pass out. Ive passed out before from anxiety and i was home alone. I was just on the floor for an hour and no one knew i was.

Yes the ER....

Can you run some cool water in the tub and take a bath to cool off?

I don’t think Lamictal helps my mood. I’m still severely depressed often and it lasts for at least 3 weeks I think. My doc never gave me a lot of options though I know there are many meds available. I hope I’m wrong but maybe the reason for that is because the hospital I go to has their own pharmacy and they want to sell certain meds. Lithium worked best for my depression, wish it didn’t become a toxic after a while. I’m crying.. lol.

Do you guys feel your frontal lobe hurts too when depressed?

it gave me terrible akathisia

When i was psychotic I though I could feel my brain pulsing when I had a headache.....

JunkDNA be careful with yourself....I want you to wake up for a long time to come....

I feel that I don't matter to anyone

You matter to me...

I often feel the same, but I think it is our illness speaking. You matter to your mom, to your T, to us. I’m sorry you don’t feel well at the moment. Could it be the new job stressing you out?

You matter to us. I'm sorry you aren't doing good right now. If you need to talk at any point I am an open ear.