Roll Call 126!

I threw my phone across the room. I NEVER do that.

Isn’t that the one that worked so well for anxiety?

Yes but I have been sleeping way too much since I got on it 5 months ago, anywhere from 10 to 17 hours a day. I gave it a chance, I can't handle being exhausted 24/7

I wish I didn’t have to sleep I could get so much done.

Sorry yall

I get stressed out easily

I realized there's a Japanese restaurant in town that delivers. I HAVE to try them out next time I have money. I think I'll try traditional ramen, tempura chicken, tempura cheesecake, and mochi

Have you tried mochi ice cream? It’s like a happiness wrapped inside a wisdom, super delicious.

No but that sounds great!

Talk about anger.

At least my anger is justified.

Scared, I should get the ssi review decision letter in the mail this week...

I guess whatever happens.. I'm still alive and have God

I made the first step to fix my financial situation. phew, in a couple weeks Ill call the IRS and get payments automatically taken out of my account, and do that for a few other debts I owe. I've completely ignored all of this for so long, but I have money now so there's no better time. I might work Saturday to make up for not going to work today.

The doctors appointment went well I'm on a benzo that starts with an r that I never heard of. Also upped my Geodon to 120mgs, and also got Seroquel to take as needed. I'm hoping that the Geodon will do everything for me, you know, knock the hypomania away. Its a 40mgs increase.

I was taking like 800mgs of Benadryl a night fo rthe past few weeks so that I didn't miss a day of work. That's really dangerous. Thank god im done with that.

Now I'm just relaxing and enjoying a beer and reading my books.

Sounds like you’ve got it all sorted 😀

3 hours and I can head home

Made an appt with my physician to check for diabetes or other weight related issues.

My dad said i could be tired and exhausted from working out outside and just the general heat. He doesnt think i have diabetes but i explained to him i seemed to have low blood sugar the other day (idk) and he said i could be pre-diabetic.

Some guy on the third floor was throwing stuff off his balcony. He threw a whole couch, some other furniture and some more random stuff. Someone called the police. I kept hearing big crashes in the morning, it was him throwing stuff down

Reminded me about the news I heard few weeks ago, there were people who threw off rocks from the overpass and they hit someone’s windshield then the car crashed.

I feel like theres no way right now im gonna be able to hold down a job.

Im gonna ask for an at-home job. Maybe as a virtual assistant or something.

OMG!!!


Partner in the states has secured the majority of her funds now for school in Finland! This is such a relief. ETA August 1st she will arrive.

I feel like I'm behind a wall of thick glass. And I have to get through it but I can't find the door.

Good analogy!

Im gonna be flucking busy as hell this week.

I can only manage one thing a day. Like 1 appt. otherwise ill get stressed out.

I literally made 10 phone calls this morning.

I was that busy this morning.

I keep pooping

I need to lay off the coffee

Here's your mug

Lmao my sister has that one.