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Old Jun 30, 2018, 07:37 AM
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it gave me terrible akathisia
Just thinking about that gives me akathisia. Are you going to get checked out by a doctor? I hope you'll feel better by leaps and bounds.

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Old Jun 30, 2018, 07:39 AM
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I feel that I don't matter to anyone
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 07:39 AM
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I am so excited.

I'm learning about neuroplasticity, mindfulness and all kinds of stuff relating to the brain and mental illness. Just studying on my own to aid in my recovery and add knowledge for my future as a psychiatric social worker.

Also doing my hobbies, drawing, learning Italian, reading, writing, playing games, cooking.

I love life, I feel fulfilled and complete.

There's so much to study, and learn about. So many things and experiences to have. I feel very blessed.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 07:40 AM
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Just thinking about that gives me akathisia. Are you going to get checked out by a doctor? I hope you'll feel better by leaps and bounds.
no I think I'm fine but I did have akathisia all day yesterday and last night
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 07:41 AM
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You matter to me as well junk

I love seeing your posts, you are very inspiring. Please try to stay safe, you are definitely cared about and a great person
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 07:50 AM
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a little humor...

Roll Call 126!
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 08:23 AM
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 08:30 AM
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Me and my boss got into a heated exchange about me working tomorrow (Saturday). He point was valid but so was mine. Didn't end well. Both of us looked like assholes. So I guess im working tomorrow.
Going to be high nineties good luck if you’re outdoors....lots of water.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 08:33 AM
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I’m so excited. I booked our reservations for August. We’ll be ON the mountain in a 3 bedroom 2 bathroom townhouse. There are 2 outdoor pools. 1 indoor pool, 2 outdoor hot tubs, 1 indoor hot tub, tennis courts, an amusement park where you can mountain bike down the mountain (my son will be stoked). There are miles of mountain biking trails and hiking trails, there’s a river for fishing...all things to keep my son off his phone and occupied. There is a shopping center nearby for local goods. Restaurants at the resort.
I’m so freaking excited.
That sounds awesome!
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 08:36 AM
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Jellies....jellyfish floating to music....
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 08:58 AM
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no I think I'm fine but I did have akathisia all day yesterday and last night
I hope you're OK.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 09:08 AM
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Hero who appears in you to clear your view when you're too crazy


Instantly the song is stuck in my head.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 09:12 AM
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I took 80mg again last night just to try. Also drank some wine and stuff. Then we went out shopping I was like a zombie omg that was terrible I went to sleep as soon as I got home and was out for close to 12 hours.

That was not fun. I don’t want to do 80mg again. I’ll go with the 40mg and see how that goes.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 09:17 AM
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Roll Call 126!
OMG, my boyfriend rigged his whole apartment with Amazon cameras, there really are machines all around me watching my every movement. They're in every room except the bathroom and even the xbox is spying too.

Sometimes when my boyfriend is at work, he'll dial into the cameras and his voice will broadcast all around and he'll ask me questions.

I'm like, "You know I'm a voice hearer, wtf is this?! LOL!"
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 09:20 AM
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Cleaned the kitchen, finally. It's been weeks since I've properly cleaned. Now onto the bathroom then my main room!
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 09:36 AM
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There wasn't much to do in those rooms so I'm finished. Took the trash out too.

Cleaned my framed glass autographed poster from Lindsey Stirling while listening to her music lol
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 09:57 AM
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I am so excited.

I'm learning about neuroplasticity, mindfulness and all kinds of stuff relating to the brain and mental illness. Just studying on my own to aid in my recovery and add knowledge for my future as a psychiatric social worker.

Also doing my hobbies, drawing, learning Italian, reading, writing, playing games, cooking.

I love life, I feel fulfilled and complete.

There's so much to study, and learn about. So many things and experiences to have. I feel very blessed.


I learned a whole tonne when I took Community Support Worker: Social Services diploma back in 2009/2010. All I did was relate to everything in the text books this was way before everything that had gone on. I loved sociology and ABA for Autism. But none the less I excelled in every course I took. because it came natural to me like it was meant to be! I graduated 1% shy of the honour roll boy was I choked. But anyway I am sure you will like it!!!
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 10:21 AM
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gmorning woke up took concerta had shower now off to work

Feeling awake. Gonna drink lots of staff coffee.. they can't judge me.. the world is full of coffee addicts..

Especially Canadians. That's why they drive so fast.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 10:37 AM
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 11:10 AM
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Hey guys. What’s everyone up to?
Nothing at all here. Played taxi cab and now I’m home alone. I have nothing to do and no one to do it with.
My damn dog ate my loaf of banana bread yesterday so I’m pretty bummed out about that. It was really good. I’d make more but it’s too hot.
I don’t know. I got nothing going on I’m bored and lonely.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 11:11 AM
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Morning

Had coffee

Had nightmares all night
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 11:19 AM
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OMG, my boyfriend rigged his whole apartment with Amazon cameras, there really are machines all around me watching my every movement. They're in every room except the bathroom and even the xbox is spying too.


Sometimes when my boyfriend is at work, he'll dial into the cameras and his voice will broadcast all around and he'll ask me questions.


I'm like, "You know I'm a voice hearer, wtf is this?! LOL!"


That would freak me the **** out. I feel like I’m being watched enough when I’m outside couldn’t stand inside as well.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 11:19 AM
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Today is my moms birthday but shes on vacation in cali. She turned 62 today.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 11:20 AM
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gmorning woke up took concerta had shower now off to work


Feeling awake. Gonna drink lots of staff coffee.. they can't judge me.. the world is full of coffee addicts..


Especially Canadians. That's why they drive so fast.


Nobody seems to know speed limits in Canada, this is true. Even bus drivers on mountains omg.
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Old Jun 30, 2018, 12:13 PM
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I had an honest conversation yesterday about meds in my weird zombie state but I still can’t be honest about my psychotic symptoms. I should tell them. I feel terrible not telling them. It’s a hard conversation to have. I don’t want them to look at me differently.
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