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newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 05:14 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

August 20th. I’m so excited. Wish my husband was coming though.

7 days before my birthday!

ofthevalley · Jul 14, 2018, 06:10 AM

Showered, dressed, on my 2nd mug of coffee...ready to start my day.
I’m not doing so good giving up the weed. As a matter of fact I’m going to get money from my husband to get more.
I figured out my finances for my trip sand I’ll have a good amount of spending cash. My husband is giving me $500 for it. So far I’ve booked the hotels. Now I just have to save up to buy the tickets.
Feeling better today. Less lost.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 06:13 AM

Good morning

Had coffee

Maybe more later dunno.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 06:14 AM

Also have to look into hotels.

Bf and i are gonna book a hotel for my birthday next month. Then another hotel in September for our one year anniversary.

ofthevalley · Jul 14, 2018, 06:34 AM

After the holidays I’m going to see if the kids can stay with my mother in law for a weekend and go away with my husband. I’ve only been away from them when I was hospitalized so I’m not sure yet. Just something I’m thinking about.

junkDNA · Jul 14, 2018, 06:43 AM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

My roommate was too stoned so he's sleeping across the room. He gave me a small amount to smoke then another friend gave me a 60/40 sativa dominant strain and I became the universe.

I realize how bad my negative symptoms are. I want to go to school and stuff and weed makes me realize how unproductive I can be even though it makes me really creative. I felt like I was psychic. Now I believe in being psychic.

I've never been like this since only the first time I smoked. Psychosis can be very scary if you lose insight but I feel like the Invega makes me tuned into reality long enough for environmental factors to make me better.

I have a lot of convictions that I need to deal with like a LOT. Basically everything I need to figure out.

I'd prefer to have my own place to live instead of with people. But then I'd feel alone idk.

I think it's worse to feel alone around the wrong people than alone without people. But the people I'm with are good people. Sometimes I was just thinking if people were laughing at me but I brush it off because I have a lot of insight.

I think "The government or other higher people like the 1% of illuminati is brainwashing everyone to make them more money" but I just brush off these thoughts by saying "Don't even think about that stuff - You'll get psychosis. Just chill...".

careful.... I find that long term pot smoking zaps all my motivation

junkDNA · Jul 14, 2018, 06:44 AM

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Originally Posted by Materly

What an ahole. Was there alcohol involved?

no. but I reported it to his boss and they want me to write a statement

my boss is already on his way to being fired so
......idc

junkDNA · Jul 14, 2018, 06:45 AM

why r flies attacking me

junkDNA · Jul 14, 2018, 06:46 AM

work 1230-9 (I think.. gotta check my schedule)

I hope my boss's boss didn't mention me and the particular bbc incident directly... cuz that would be A W K W A R D

junkDNA · Jul 14, 2018, 06:46 AM

I didn't even know BBC was like a porn term. I thought it was the British news network lol

I'm so stoopid

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 06:47 AM

Long term smoking zapped my motivation for a good minute. Once i slowed down on it i felt better.

I think y’all remember when i was like really zapped from the thc and cbd overload?

ofthevalley · Jul 14, 2018, 06:53 AM

Pot doesn’t zap me. It may have at the beginning but now it’s just normal. I smoke a lot so I’ve built up quite a tolerance. Can’t even tell if I’ve been smoking. My eyes don’t get red and heavy, I don’t giggle, I’m perfectly normal. My husband can’t tell the difference. Good thing. He’d be pissed if he knew how much I smoke.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 06:57 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

Pot doesn’t zap me. It may have at the beginning but now it’s just normal. I smoke a lot so I’ve built up quite a tolerance. Can’t even tell if I’ve been smoking. My eyes don’t get red and heavy, I don’t giggle, I’m perfectly normal. My husband can’t tell the difference. Good thing. He’d be pissed if he knew how much I smoke.

Pot gives me staring fits. Ill stare at something and then i cant shake it off.

So does cbd.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 06:58 AM

I dont really smoke tho and ive toned down on the cbd. Only using it for pain and anxiety now. I was doing that in the beginning and then just started using it daily even though it doesnt get me HIGH. Just relaxes me.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 06:59 AM

I have to admit tho hemp flower has a bit of a high but its not like pot high. Its like if you took barely a hit from pot.

cogladaid · Jul 14, 2018, 07:24 AM

Ive never done pot before only ketamine lol.

ofthevalley · Jul 14, 2018, 07:29 AM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Ive never done pot before only ketamine lol.

I’ve only smoked pot. I’m not really a partier.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 07:30 AM

I prefer alcohol over pot

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 07:31 AM

Im so ready to be engaged yall lol

Im so in love with this man

ofthevalley · Jul 14, 2018, 07:32 AM

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Originally Posted by newtus

I prefer alcohol over pot

I can’t drink. Too bad because I actually get a buzz from alcohol. I love to drink but it doesn’t love me.

Angelique67 · Jul 14, 2018, 07:34 AM

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Originally Posted by Erti

I just recently got some upsetting news. My uncle Tim passed away last night... The one I was going over and taking care of.

(((((Erti))))), I'm so sorry for your loss.

cogladaid · Jul 14, 2018, 07:34 AM

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Originally Posted by ofthevalley

I’ve only smoked pot. I’m not really a partier.

Me neither. My experience was using it alone listening to music in the middle of the night nothing too exciting. It was weird lol.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 07:35 AM

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Originally Posted by cogladaid

Me neither. My experience was using it alone listening to music in the middle of the night nothing too exciting. It was weird lol.

Lol thats what i do with alcohol or anything. I mostly drink but every once and awhile smoke.

newtus · Jul 14, 2018, 07:35 AM

Drinking while alone listening to music is the best. I start dancin n shyt.

ofthevalley · Jul 14, 2018, 07:39 AM

Every once in a while I deviate from my usual sour diesel and get a different strain. One of them relaxes me so much. It’s a wonderful thing.

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