Roll Call 132

How have you been?

I'm going to a baseball game later tonight. So nervous, I always get anxious about doing new things but I know I'll have a lot of fun

I'm doing okay. Been too busy today to think about what's been making me paranoid.

Morning

Having coffee

The bf told me his best friend got arrested last night and taken to jail.

The bf is wondering if he got a dui/dwi cuz he was coming from the bar. And he also thinks he mightve gotten caught with bud.

I just bought a book on organic perfume making.....I thought it might be a nice thing to know if I ever have a floral business in the future....I also bought one one soap making....
I got them on lulu....helping small authors.

I think what I really wish I could have was a cutting farm for flowers but land that can be used for farming comes in such big packages...I really only need like 1-2 acres it would be a hobby farm that people could visit to cut their own flowers.

Wow. I would really like to learn how to make CBD soap.

If i could id help you out. I live on 10 acres myself. 5 of the acres its just a huge field.

Hmmm didn’t know there was cbd soap...maybe I should get into that...does cbd absorb through the skin?

Yeah my parents have an acre.....land is easier to come by in other states but my goal is to stay in Chicago with the bf so I need something within driving distance....maybe sell some stuff at farmers markets etc.

That’s cool that you have so much land....have you ever thought of using it so you could earn so side money like with a roadside stand or something? Fresh eggs, flowers, fruits and veg are a nice work from home job.

So I was looking and there are a few florist here that farm their own flowers but they all have farms in Michigan.....so my model would be different still I’m betting the farm land is Michigan is cheaper and better.....just based on where they are relative to the the lake

Cbd. Yes. It absorbs. They make cbd topicals. I just dont know how they make the soap. I see tons of cbd soap companies on instagram.

And yes i have thought about selling our produce from our garden by the roadside but it would be a lot of work. Like setting up an air conditioned place to sell it on the side of the acreage. Its 100 or more degrees 3 months out of the year or more, and thats when the produce grows here in this state.

Morning/afternoon. Went to the Pdoc today, I didn’t ask for anti-anxiety med because I was too anxious that they’d upped the Olanzapine. Oh well. I don’t feel safe seeing doctors lately. I feel like they judge me or simply don’t care. Oh well.

I love perfumes That would be really cool if you can make your own perfume. I’ll order a custom one from your store, bergamot and citrus as the top notes, strawberries and rose as the middle, and sandalwood, vanilla, and musk as the base. It’ll be called Midnight Whisper.

Have fun, Valley!

Ive seen a lot in the south an honor system with just a cash box that’s mounted to something and the produce just sitting out under shed or something....I don’t know if people trust each other that much anymore though....this was as a kid....my parents and I would routinely stop at places like that to get peaches or whatever....but yeah I wouldn’t sit in the 100 degree sun either...

That sounds awesome....😀

I think the bf spent a lot of money for my bday gift.

He told me when he got paid he had like 200 dollars. Yesterday he said my bday gift wasnt exactly cheap and that he had 80 dollars left. So idk.

Ugh i just got a call from best buy to interview but this is extremely bad timing.

I didnt know what to say so i told them ok and ill be there. She really caught me off gaurd. Only reason I answered the phone because i thought it was my clinic or vets office.

Im not going. I didnt have the balls to them no. Plus they sent me a rejection letter. So?!??! This makes no sense... its bad timing!!!

If you blow them off it’s likely you’ll never be able to work at Best Buy again.....

Ugh.

Ive already set my sights on working from home...

I just shouldve never answered the phone

Im PRETTY SURE this is why everyone hates mondays.

Im already feeling the stress.

Welp

Im gonna have to think HARD. Because i already had my sight set on working from home since they initially sent me a rejection letter.

My anxiety is rising

You should do the interview. Even if it goes bad which I hope it won’t you can use it as a tester for other interviews.

I think you should go to the interview. What's the worst that can happen? If you get the job you might even enjoy it.