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newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 11:59 AM

Thanks guys.

Ugh

Let me think about it.

Im getting my b12 vitamins today. I wanna see how i do on them.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 12:06 PM

I drove to my mailbox. No mail yet.

Im really excited about these vitamins.

LibertyBelle · Aug 20, 2018, 12:13 PM

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I just bought a book on organic perfume making.....I thought it might be a nice thing to know if I ever have a floral business in the future....I also bought one one soap making....
I got them on lulu....helping small authors.

I think what I really wish I could have was a cutting farm for flowers but land that can be used for farming comes in such big packages...I really only need like 1-2 acres it would be a hobby farm that people could visit to cut their own flowers.

Systemic dyes can cause some cool effects. You could make rainbow roses.

The molecules in yellow and green food dyes are small enough to work on some flowers like roses. You cut the stem into segments for the different dyes, so if it's two dyes, just split the stem and put one side in each color.

Rainbow roses are really cool and sell for a high markup.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 12:30 PM

My anxiety is high i cant stop moving

cogladaid · Aug 20, 2018, 12:31 PM

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I drove to my mailbox. No mail yet.

Im really excited about these vitamins.

I got a giant bottle of B12 from Costco. They’re cherry flavoured and dissolve under your tongue.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 12:32 PM

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I got a giant bottle of B12 from Costco. They’re cherry flavoured and dissolve under your tongue.

How do they work?

cogladaid · Aug 20, 2018, 12:33 PM

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How do they work?

They just dissolve and enter your blood stream. They work well. My levels of B12 get tested every so often and they’ve been normal since I’ve been taking them.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 12:35 PM

All of you want me to do this interview and im literally scared shytless. Im curled up in a ball under my blankets. High anxiety.

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 20, 2018, 12:41 PM

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All of you want me to do this interview and im literally scared shytless. Im curled up in a ball under my blankets. High anxiety.

Honestly that’s all the more reason to do it.....it will decrease your fear for the next.....can you call your job counselor?

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 12:47 PM

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Honestly that’s all the more reason to do it.....it will decrease your fear for the next.....can you call your job counselor?

I can but i think she prefers texts. Ill text her. But if i do i HAVE to go. And im still thinking about what i need to do if i have to go. Im talking to my mom right now and she is encouraging me and pumping me up a bit.

Im crying a bit im really scared.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 12:50 PM

I still have to look through the lists of therapists my job counselor gave me and choose one and call him back.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 01:12 PM

Everything was going well with my mom til she said i need to wear eyeliner to hide the fact that i have no eyelashes and how they wouldnt hire me.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 01:18 PM

My mom just sent me this just now.

cogladaid · Aug 20, 2018, 01:33 PM

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Everything was going well with my mom til she said i need to wear eyeliner to hide the fact that i have no eyelashes and how they wouldnt hire me.

I used to use that trick when I pulled all my eyelashes out.

Kind of a rude context to say it though.

Sometimes psychotic · Aug 20, 2018, 01:50 PM

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Everything was going well with my mom til she said i need to wear eyeliner to hide the fact that i have no eyelashes and how they wouldnt hire me.

I’ve never even noticed that .....I mean you’ve mentioned the hair pulling before but it’s not something noticeable...

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:01 PM

Just received my b12 vitamins. Took 2.

Might take a few days to work.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:06 PM

Another thing about my birthday i love is free stuff. Just got a birthday reward from my vape shop but its just a discount off their house liquid. Which is actually really gross liquid. So ill pass.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:16 PM

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I’ve never even noticed that .....I mean you’ve mentioned the hair pulling before but it’s not something noticeable...

Yea ive been dealing with trichotillomania since i was 9. I pull my eyebrows and eyelashes out all day everyday.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:16 PM

Im shaking a bit idk why

cogladaid · Aug 20, 2018, 02:22 PM

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Another thing about my birthday i love is free stuff. Just got a birthday reward from my vape shop but its just a discount off their house liquid. Which is actually really gross liquid. So ill pass.

My birthday is coming up next month I’m excited for my free swag.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:34 PM

Recently the left side of my face gets cold and tingly. I googled it a bit. I dont think im gonna die.

But im scared.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:48 PM

Im scared im gonna die.

My anxiety is so high.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:55 PM

This is why the interview is such bad timing even tho i need a job.

Im not in a good mental place right now. Or physically.

I just feel like shyt.

I took a Benadryl.

newtus · Aug 20, 2018, 02:59 PM

My chest hurts a bit and my arm feels slightly weak on the left side. I think its just anxiety cuz this happens from time to time.

Ugh i cant wait to see my psychiatrist

Blue_Bird · Aug 20, 2018, 03:24 PM

Sitting here nervous as hell waiting to be picked up for the baseball game.

I kind of was laying in my bed all day after I was on here earlier because I was too nervous to focus on anything else for the 6 hours between then and now.

Hopefully it goes well

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