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Old Oct 14, 2019, 02:57 AM
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So the last one reached the assigned amount of pages... And here is the new one! Keep it going...
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 02:59 AM
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Lolz I'll delete my one

Edit: It won't let me delete lol
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 03:00 AM
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Cool, Tapatalk doesn't seem to have a delete function.
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 03:05 AM
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Going to the store to get an Italian sub and some granola bars later

Will be spending the day with my friend. Looking forward to it
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 03:07 AM
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Sounds like fun BB...
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 03:09 AM
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Sounds like fun BB...
Yeah it should be It's been forever since I've hung out with anyone

I saw in the bipolar forum your post about your friend, I'm sorry for your loss
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 03:25 AM
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Yeah it should be It's been forever since I've hung out with anyone


I saw in the bipolar forum your post about your friend, I'm sorry for your loss
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It just shocked me. I hadn't been around for a while so I'm just now finding out, and then the way he died too... It's really getting to me and messing with my head a lot.
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I have PHP in the morning tho. It doesn't look like I'm going to sleep tonight; nightmares, PTSD and thoughts about him are keeping me up right now.
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 07:06 AM
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I hope there's someone (a therapist etc) you can talk to at php today childofchaos. It's understandable that you're having trouble sleeping with that stress, hopefully you're able to get some rest tonight
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 07:06 AM
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I saw a squirrel carrying a whole piece of bread up a tree. It was adorable
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 08:37 AM
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No work. I like to savor my days when I have a psychologist appointment that day. I am at Tim Hortons. I had a delicious everything bagel toasted with onion and chive cream cheese. The coffee is still too hot to drink.

I found my blue tooth headphones, so they are charging on my laptop.

My goal is to finish my Nietzsche Chapter and go back to my chapter on David Hume. You can't rush into things like these... After my second cup of coffee I'll start if I can. I feel like I need 3 beers to go into Nietzsche though because he was often on drugs when he wrote, rumors say.
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 09:06 AM
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I finally went out for the morning vape. I've been sleeping through it for the longest time. I felt like a sore thumb, paranoid that someone will start saying stuff about vaping. I drank at least a liter of diet Pepsi last night. And now I'm thirsty again.

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Old Oct 14, 2019, 11:27 AM
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Did two things that give me severe anxiety , took a 25 minute walk around town and opened my curtains on my windows (it always makes me anxious, paranoid but it's a beautiful day )
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 12:01 PM
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The demons are breathing on me and grabbing me and
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 02:45 PM
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Did you go to PHP today or get some sleep yet childofchaos
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 02:46 PM
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Nice day here too. Had a good sleep. I feel good. Last time I had psychotic symptoms was when I smoked too much weed 2 months ago on the hike and was talking to the mormons.

Not sure what I'm gonna do today. I'll try to work on the routine that I'm making. Just organize my notes is a real pain cuz I don't like reading psychotic scribbles.
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 03:08 PM
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Seeing my therapist tomorrow. Not much to report other than how well I'm doing which is nice. Things have gotten so much better over the past couple months with the med changes I had. Also seeing my case manager, maybe she'll have some info about any apartment availability since I'm still looking to move into a new one
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 03:37 PM
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Did you go to PHP today or get some sleep yet childofchaos
I went to PHP but I didn't sleep yet
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 04:53 PM
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Hope you can get some sleep @childofchaos831
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 04:53 PM
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I had an hour and a half long meeting this morning but it was pretty interesting so I didn't mind.
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 04:54 PM
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The owner is here, she's from the NY office. The controller comes next week. So everything at work is a little weird right now. It makes me feel....unsettled.
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 04:54 PM
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I went to the Opera this weekend. Turnadot. It was good. Not my favorite opera ever but still good. Worth the $27 for the ticket.
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The GM is like, are you okay today? Are you sure? Stuff like that. I'm like dude, I'm fine. I mean I'm just depressed but that's like normal for me.
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Busy, busy day.
Sometimes I like busy days but sometimes it is overwhelming. Are you off of work now @newtus?
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Old Oct 14, 2019, 04:58 PM
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Sometimes I like busy days but sometimes it is overwhelming. Are you off of work now @newtus?
Yea. I've been off since 3pm but I had like 5 things I had to do after work. Off tomorrow tho!
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