Roll Call 143

Morning

Took my meds

Hey everyone. How are things going today?

I'm okay. Less paranoid than yesterday. Turns out the car I saw at the store was not the band leader's, and when I ran into his car earlier that day he didn't even see me. Had a good discussion about health in general with him today.


I am also going to see one of my partners tomorrow for the weekend. excited about that. One of my debts is finally set up in an affordable payment plan for me. Just need to get the first payment together by the 15th. I am going to get myself out of the debt I created. Never again with this. I will no longer succumb to what I grew up with my financially irresponsible parents. I am learning from my wife on how to properly manage my finances.

What's everyone up to?

I also got some Voltaren pain cream. I heard its prescription based in the US. But it is OTC in Finland. Using it for my knees. It helps a lot. I can stand up fully straight with my legs without my knees hurting. Also they don't feel so uncomfortable anymore. So that's good.

At the laundromat

Morning everyone. Took my last medication today so I guess I have to go to the pharmacy to get more. Blah. Maybe I will go tonight. Maybe tomorrow. I had shrimp fried rice last night, it was leftovers but it was still good. Tonight my Mom's Foster Mom is taking the family out to dinner. MMM. Probably gonna get some steak or something. I'm working on the end of the month stuff for work and checking my email obsessively. That's all I'm up to. HUGS if anyone wants one. Kit

Oh yeah, and it's Donut Friday at work!

I'm so glad that the car turned out not to be the band leaders. That's great news!

That sucks, but clean clothes rock!

Im looking for another job

I’m having anxiety and paranoia...

I miss going to the laundromat. I used to sit outside and smoke and space out.

Time to go get singles for Coke money. Coke Zero makes me thirstier. I always want more when I finish a bottle. But maybe that was just yesterday because I don't remember thinking so before.

Not sure how I missed that.

It is kind of relaxing

Went to the pharmacy, store, library (2 times), and took the bus to do laundry. Home now and relaxing finally

Ahhh dammit. I’m sorry Loial.
I hope it’s a one timer

I hope so too.

OMG...so bored!
Grocery shopping tomorrow. I’m looking forward to it. I need fruit.
Ate the rest of the popcorn because I’m stupid and have zero will power.
Making chicken pot pie for dinner. I made a chicken Wednesday...it was apparently much too large because they are still eating it.

Went to the bank, I just wrote down some topics to ruminate over with my psychologist. I'm glad I don't have to work until Tuesday.

My schedule tomorrow:

Pick up meds, give stuff to my tax guy, get an oil change, get a hair cut, grocery shoping, then I plan on coming back home and have a few beers while I annotate Goethe's Faust.

Discharged from my partial hospital program today.

My appointment with my outpatient psychiatrist is Tuesday, gotta fill out a 15 page packet for that, blah.

I don't have any idea what I'm going to do, try to get out, or just stay here? My friend thinks I should stay. I want to get out and live somewhere without stairs, or with a good elevator. Oh damn, the nurse just brought my meds but took away the juice she was going to give me. I feel like crap. But if I live somewhere that I can get out of, I could take a walk or bike ride every day and hopefully not have anymore psychotic breaks.

This post won't let me edit.

I’m in bed lol. Wild Friday night here. I’m just cold and kind of tired. Feels good to sprawl out in bed under all the blankets.
My guy gave me a super cute cactus baby. I have to go out and get a small pot for it and some soil. I’m going to put it on my desk. His house is filled with plants and miniature fruit trees lol. He just loves to grow stuff.

hi,
its 10:37pm

and its freezing cold its 15f with the wind it feels like 2f.
whats it like where you are.
the shivering tams

I use that!!! my mom gave me a tube. it works super well for me