Roll Call 143

Oh that sucks! Hope it works for the next break.

Thank you!

Cashed my check this morning. I have $506 burning a hole in my pocket. I’ve paid everything and put aside the $ for contacts. Now I really need to save this money. Trying my hardest not to go out shopping lol. Buuuuut I really want to.

Yes, I hope so. I thought they'd hold up a little longer. I hope they will after charging.

Morning

Took my meds

Just read an article and I really really think people are losing their ever loving minds.
Some behavioralist just said that using guide and service animals is unethical. Why you ask? Well because they can’t give explicit consent to the work of course.

Thats bs!

Now you see why I'm going insane because the world is going insane..

Im looking into schools.

I looked at the schools around here. They are not very good.

What kind of schools are they?

Hey everyone. How are things going?

I'm okay. Only slept for 2 hours in the last 27 hours...I'm not sure where I am right now. My head is airy and thoughts are floating everywhere. My senses are acute yet numbed. Oh well.

I am trying to figure out how to handle tonight with the chat. Try and sleep if I can or just stay up the rest of the evening.


What's everyone up to?

Ones a four year college and thats good but its religious based. But no online stuff. Another is a community college but i got kicked out of that one.

Any guidelines for re-entry? Usually most schools have a way back in if you got kicked.

Im not sure. I got kicked out for legal reasons. They called the police on me when i was very sick with mental illness. They told me to never come back.

Did they even know you were a student? I’d call them and explain. Also you may not be able to do online for everything. Sometimes there are labs or other in person classes that are required so make sure you can drive wherever you pick.

Yes they did. They knew.

And im looking for marketing degrees online. Maybe itll help further my social media stuff and all the business stuff im doing with my social media. Idk.

Im not telling anyone im going back to school. Maybe my dad. Not my mom. My mom will ridicule me. I know what shell say. I know exactly. Shell say “well you didnt succeed all these other times. Its not going to be worth it, its gonna be a waste of money for u. Id just save ur money”

It took me several times and several colleges before I got to the point where I was stable enough to actually make any progress, but I'm doing it now. I've had 3 successful semesters in a row now, this is the 4th. I'm doing it at my own pace, part time. But I just want to say that it's definitely possible. I screwed up so many times, stopped showing up to classes, having to withdraw, ending up in the hospital, financial issues, etc but I'm at the point where I'm able to do it now

Thanks bb! Youve always been an inspiration to me, and im sure to everyone else here!!!

Good morning everyone. HUGS if anyone wants one. Kit

It’s 55 out! It feels like spring tomorrow is supposed to be 58.
I’ve decided to ignore the dramatic drop in temp and impending snow later this week and just focus on the positive.
Went to see my guy. They crack me up. I’m so glad I know them.
I don’t have much to do but the kids will be home soon. I think my sons going skateboarding. Not sure about my daughter.

They said they charged the MVP. But either they did it wrong, or the batteries are rusted. They didn't charge the 30w istick. I hope they charge it and it works.

My bf hasn't ordered a new mod for me yet because the retailers online make you show proof of your age. And he's really set on being as anonymous as possible. If the 30w works after charging, I can wait a bit longer but it hasn't been working well in a few months now. I hope everything will go well and that I won't have to wait another week or more.

My heart went up to 136bpm in my sleep for 10 minutes and then went back down to 80bpm.

I was dreaming of an alien invasion. Rockets were exploding in the sky.

I was incredibly vulgar when I was asking how they had charged the MVP. Because they always think the charged battery should be drained to fill like a phone with a charge. I'm depressed. But I don't know why I was like that. Maybe just really pissed off.

Took an extra beta blocker because I'm going to drink a bunch of coffee with people