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Princess Tutu
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
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#1
enjoy ya'll
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Angelique67, Blue_Bird, Findingreason, Loial, Sometimes psychotic
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Member
Member Since Mar 2018
Location: USA
Posts: 457
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#2
I hope I dont feel suicidal tonight. It hits in waves and its hard to fight.
Right now I feel alright though. Keep getting into fights with people though, which tends to happen sometimes when Ivd been dealing with a low mood too long, so better I guess is kinda subjective |
Desoxyn, Erti, Findingreason, Loial, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since May 2013
Location: Chicago
Posts: 26,411
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#3
Thanks Erti 😀
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Erti, ofthevalley
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The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
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#5
Thanks my dude!!!!!
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Erti
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Princess Tutu
Member Since Jun 2011
Location: Nowhere
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#6
no problem brah
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
Posts: 3,021
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#7
Thanks Erti!
I think I'm gonna discharge from my partial hospital program soon. Kinda excited and kinda dreading it |
Erti
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Erti, Under*Over
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Princess Tutu
Member Since Jun 2011
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#8
i did the partial hospitalization program at Columbus spring east. they gave me a coin and the people tell me what they liked about me. Mostly said i made them laugh. It was nice but i didn't appreciate them calling me 5 am to ask if i need a ride.
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newtus
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The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
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#9
I think bf and i are gonna go work out tonight
__________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Erti, Findingreason, Sometimes psychotic
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Metaphysic
Member Since Aug 2016
Location: The Netherlands
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#10
Feeling the anhedonia today and yesterday
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Anonymous40796, Erti, Loial
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El Psy Congroo
Member Since Aug 2014
Location: UK
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#11
Thanks Erti!
__________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson
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Erti
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Legendary Wise Elder
Member Since Jun 2013
Location: Hogwarts
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#12
My cats went nuts when I came home today. Especially Kitten, she's been glued to me all evening lol
__________________ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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Angelique67, SlumberKitty
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
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#13
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Anonymous40796, Blue_Bird, Loial, SlumberKitty
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Blue_Bird, newtus
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The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
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#14
I just got into an argument with my mom.
Im so fcking devastated. At first, she didnt wanna talk about marriage cuz she said common law is touchy subject for her. Cuz her and my dad had that and she hates him. Then, she said “if u marry (the bf) youll be on food stamps and welfare. Can u live with that?” THEN! She said we are immature about everything cuz we dont have a plan (when we do). Ive tried explaining it to her but BACK to square one, she didnt want to talk about marriage! Everything just kept going down him. Til i said “im getting off the phone because i dont want to be belittled. And she yelled “WELL ITS TRUE!”. I told her i was getting off the phone. And shes like “well dont talk to me about engagement or marriage anymore”. I took that as she doesn’t give a fck. So yea. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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Grand Magnate
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: United States
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#15
took my meds
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Blue_Bird, redCanine3669, SlumberKitty
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Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
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#16
Thanks @Erti
@newtus I think a nice ceremony is a great idea. I am all about love buuuuut that **** don’t pay the bills. You can be committed without giving up MORE than HALF of your combined income. Sometimes you have to look at the practical side. You have to survive. Once you’ve gotten a job that can support you you can get married. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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Angelique67, Erti
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Sorry Newt. Please note I made my post BEFORE I saw this. I think it’s hard as a mom to watch your child following an uncertain path. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
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I just dont get it. Like im bawling. I just wish i knew what to do. I mean i do. I have a job. But im only doing it casually. To keep my hours low and pay low. I mean. You know, i look to my parents to comfort me. Not to shame me. I always get into fights with my mom. Idk why the fck i keep going back to her. Its bullshyt. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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SlumberKitty, Sometimes psychotic
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Legendary
Member Since Feb 2015
Location: USA
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I think it’s called “tough love”. She may be difficult but she clearly loves you. You are considering a path that could be detrimental to your well being. No mother wants that for her child. __________________ Schizoaffective, PTSD, Anxiety
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The Dopamine Flux
Member Since Jun 2010
Location: Ardenweald
Posts: 43,644
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WHat path? Because first she says, if i marry him ill be poverty. But then she says if i live with him, ill be married by common law. Everything is just bs. Im tired of it. Im just SICK of being belittled and treated like im second class and stupid. Everything is about money with her. Everything. Everyday its about money or how i have none or how im fat. Fck off ya know. I dont think thats tough love if im getting called names! Bf said not to call her for awhile. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
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