Roll Call 155

Sorry you’re feeling bad, for me my T had me write out five self care things I could do while at work...ie things like smelling an essential oil or feeling a piece of velvet kept in my pocket or whatever. Small things that help.

Maintenance put a new showerhead in. It's gonna feel great taking a nice long shower

So training is officially over. We were given the option to stay in touch with the trainer and trainees. I think I will. Especially the trainer. She said we have to reach out tho, she can't reach out to us to stay in touch after training.

She invited me to be in a 2 support groups. One is hers and the other she is just the moderator. So that's neat.

I'm pretty positive I passed. I think with a 100, too. But we will see in a couple of weeks.

Awesome news 😀

Great job @newtus!!! You should be proud of yourself! I'm proud of you!

Thanks guys!!!

Finally I'm off for the weekend. TGIF!

I'm gonna work on a Christmas list right now. Mostly home decor stuff.

Yeah, I am counting down the hours til I am off of work. I am SO ready for the weekend! I still have 4 hours to go.

I'm obsessed with vyvanse. It's a good med.

Business men are obsessed with adderall

Omg the new showerhead is great. I just took the most relaxing shower ever

Now I have a fresh pot of decaf coffee brewing

I’m glad you have a good quality shower now, it can be something to truly enjoy

Where do I go from here?

What do you mean? In life? Start working full time and get off disability so you can get married is what I’d suggest. Or did you mean something else?

Anywhere you wish The sky is the limit!

Yes I mean in life. In 2 weeks I may have my certification for the state of texas. But then it's like...what now? I've moved, I've got the job, and I probably will have my certification now. What else is there to do? I think I recieved adrenaline and dopamine from success and achievement. But what now? Maybe I should continue on my book again I guess.

I'm scared to work full time

Wow, I just calculated my full time pay. It would be just as much as I'm making now with disability. I think 300 dollars more tho. I'm actually...like I'm scared to work full time but I feel like I could do it. Idk. Idk. Idk.

Give it six months then think about it.....

Yea I just recalculated it to the dollar. Working full time would only be 150 more than I'm making now.

Time for a new Roll Call

Yes but you can’t work and get disability permanently and you can’t get married without losing disability

Make one! I never make them due to the curse...

I made it

That's exactly what I asked after the university. I kept on working a dead end job, then secured another higher paying job, but that wasn't enough either, so I started to write because my soul still missed something.

The United States' government talks a big game about freedom. I with it did for economic freedom. Most of us make survival money. I was taught if you work hard you can achieve the American dream. However, I soon came to find out that there will never be a rich donkey.

Will Sassy and Thor get stockings? Congrats on finishing training!