Roll Call 166!

Blue_Bird · May 19, 2020, 04:12 PM

This is what they look like

SlumberKitty · May 19, 2020, 04:13 PM

Those are nice @Blue_Bird. I like the pink accents. Pink and Black and white and grey are my favorite colors. I just got some black and white checked vans the other day. Can't go wrong with those. They go with everything.

Blue_Bird · May 19, 2020, 04:14 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

I'm doing pretty good @Blue_Bird. Just been chilling today at work. Mostly rocking back and forth in my chair but I also read a lot out of Psalm from the Bible. I did work when it got put on my desk but not a lot has come by honestly. So it would have been a pretty boring day if I hadn't done some reading. Still have about an hour and a half left of work. Then tonight I have a call with my case manager. I don't know if she is going to graduate me tonight or wait until next time. I'm doing pretty good, I think she will feel happy with how I'm doing. I'm down to seeing Pastor T only every other week. So I guess I need less support right now. I definitely think the meds are helping me. Just dealing with some hallucinations and stuff but they aren't as bad as before. I'm glad you got new shoes and a crock pot. That's nice. I like cooking in a crock pot. It's just so much easier than cooking any other way. We are either having spaghetti tonight or dinosaur shaped chicken nuggets left over from when my niece visited. Lol.

I’m glad you’re doing well on your meds

And those sound like good dinners to me lol

SlumberKitty · May 19, 2020, 04:15 PM

I got a nice complement from the CFO in my company. She said I really am a fighter and a survivor. That's cool. Makes me feel good.

newtus · May 19, 2020, 04:56 PM

Played ukulele for awhile and recorded a song

Erti · May 19, 2020, 05:56 PM

Blasting the song Hollywood Undead get this party started because the neighbors next door are assholes and play loud music at 4-5 am.

Job 30 26 · May 19, 2020, 05:58 PM

Saw two competitions i can apply for with my writing. It's tricky because my stories are like 9k words and short stories are usually word counted as a max of 2k, so i can't apply for many of those. Also, I'm seeing that they don't want published works, but mine are self-published so I find that odd. Entry fees are totally justifiable though. I'm going to tweak both of mine and maybe send both of them if i can. I have a few ideas how to tweak my first short story. I already sold a few copies of my latest one.

Blue_Bird · May 19, 2020, 06:12 PM

Taking a tech break for a couple days, will be back on here this weekend

Sometimes psychotic · May 19, 2020, 06:39 PM

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Taking a tech break for a couple days, will be back on here this weekend

See you soon!

Erti · May 19, 2020, 06:59 PM

12AM · May 19, 2020, 07:12 PM

Cute, Erti

12AM · May 19, 2020, 07:16 PM

I miss my best friend. She’s been busy so we haven’t talked as often. I guess that’s how life is. You meet people, some of them get close to you, but then life goes on and they leave, but they stay in your heart, and you know when you meet them again you will talk to them like it was yesterday that you two talked the last time. I don’t know why I’m crying writing this. Stupid hormones from period make me mellow.

Erti · May 19, 2020, 07:22 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

I miss my best friend. She’s been busy so we haven’t talked as often. I guess that’s how life is. You meet people, some of them get close to you, but then life goes on and they leave, but they stay in your heart, and you know when you meet them again you will talk to them like it was yesterday that you two talked the last time. I don’t know why I’m crying writing this. Stupid hormones from period make me mellow.

I like to keep my friends as close to me as possible but not all of them are going to be there long but sometimes some friends last years when when they stop talking to you years later. I have very few friends I trust right now.

newtus · May 19, 2020, 07:37 PM

I was about to do twitch again and then I started to get anxious. Idk why. I don’t feel good right now.

childofchaos831 · May 19, 2020, 08:43 PM

We did end up IP. We got out this afternoon. Thanks y'all for commenting on our previous posts...

newtus · May 19, 2020, 08:48 PM

Just calculated.

Sold 30 books this past year from July 2019!

newtus · May 20, 2020, 09:22 AM

Morning

Got an email to network with a health company that’s only offering online peer support in Florida at the moment but may expand. I suppose I will. I don’t remember signing up for this job but I may have. I rings a slight bell if that makes sense, the name of them. I’ve signed up for so many jobs past 2-3 months. I’m sure I did this one. They must be expanding to Texas too, it had an Austin Texas article on their site. I think that’s why I signed up. Yea I think I recognize them now. From a job listing.

Coffee + meds right now.

newtus · May 20, 2020, 09:51 AM

The very tip of my pointer finger is slightly numb. I’ve ruined it probably pulling my eyebrows again with my fingers. With my thumbnail against my skin. I gotta stop that before it gets worse. I may have ruined a bit of the nerves on the tip.

Makes me worried. I hope it goes back to normal.

Erti · May 20, 2020, 10:15 AM

Good news... my pot brownies and thc slushys came in the mail today... YAY

Desoxyn · May 20, 2020, 10:48 AM

Happy morning.

Good dreams.

newtus · May 20, 2020, 11:09 AM

At my dads

12AM · May 20, 2020, 11:21 AM

We got a heavy rain and the second floor of my house was leaking everywhere. My sister’s air conditioner broke down, probably because of that. It couldn’t be turned off so she woke up my mom panicking that it would blow. It pissed my mom off somehow and she impulsively called some people to get it checked. She met them without wearing a mask. Those people came into our house, also not wearing a mask. We turned off the electricity and it turned off the air conditioner. We probably have Covid viruses everywhere in the house now. My anxiety is sky rocketing and I feel drowsy and nauseous. Now my mom and sister are arguing with each other. I’m in my room trembling.

SlumberKitty · May 20, 2020, 11:24 AM

Spoke to my case manager last night. She is definitely going to discharge me next time which is in two weeks. I'm excited and anxious. I'm excited because she thinks I'm doing well and I've done "the work" and met the goals and she talked to my providers and got them all on the same page. She's given me tools to work with and now I just gotta keep it up. She says if I keep it up I will be successful. Still I'm anxious because she's such a positive, encouraging person and who wouldn't want that in your life? I'm anxious about losing the support but I know I have tools and I know who I can go to for support. It's sort of bittersweet I guess. But I'm going to try to think of it positively. I've done a good job. She's proud of me. She thinks I'm doing well. I don't know if I am getting better or just getting more stable. But either way I'll take it. Still I might have to take some anxiety medication today. She was really helpful to me post hospitalization.

SlumberKitty · May 20, 2020, 11:25 AM

So hungry right now. Didn't eat any protein this morning. Just cereal and fruit.

12AM · May 20, 2020, 11:29 AM

When it rains flowers got water. Flowes are thirsty. Poor flowers.

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