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12AM · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:09 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm what they call the opposite of a psychic. About 10-15 times a day (Or in an hour - If I'm not doing well), I predict for things to happen.. They ALWAYS don't happen.

So if I predict something is going to happen, I have the power to know that it's not going to happen. That's why I never got caught with addictive drug. I can basically do anything within my current thoughts, state of knowledge, intuition like a magician. I don't have a mood disorder so it makes it even easier to hide things.

I would be a good spy...

What kind of things do you hide?

12AM · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:10 PM

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Originally Posted by SlumberKitty

Yes and it totally freaks me out! I told a friend that she was going to have a baby girl after my other friend had knee surgery and after I was in the hospital. (Neither of those things happened yet) and sure enough both things happened and my friend is having a baby girl! I can also usually predict when the phone is going to be for me at work and also at home and who is calling me (before looking at my phone). It's like hairs standing up on the back of the neck kind of stuff sometimes. My T says I'm an empath. Whatever that is.

Even though I agree that you’re an empath, I don’t think it has anything to do with intuition. I think intuition is about recognizing patterns that you have witnessed in the past so that you can predict the future. I could be wrong though.

12AM · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:12 PM

I’m hypo so forgive me if I’m a bit rambling. Mind is just racing.

SlumberKitty · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:16 PM

Just watched a webinar on Mental Health in the Workplace by one of our insurance partners. I sent the link also to the CFO who said she was interested but then she missed it. Usually they replay it on their website, but I took copious notes so I sent her the notes. Hopefully it is useful. At least it is a conversation about mental health and illness in the workplace.

Desoxyn · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:17 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

What kind of things do you hide?

Good uncatchable prey I mean!*

For example, yesterday I was walking down from the hike and I looked at the people coming down behind me... I said "My mom is going to look behind her like I did" and then I thought to myself, "Since I think she will, she won't - But maybe this will be the first time that I'm right (The THOUGHT is always there that it's 99.9% unlikely - Although the FEELING is that it's 99.9% likely) - She didn't look.. And then she looked at the waterfall and THEN looked up at everyone.

Things like this happen multiple times a day - And even thought they're nonsense, it feels like - What if I'm right for once? Am I then solipsistic and I'm God?

Desoxyn · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:21 PM

That's why I have no patience for technology, frustrated, things dropping on the floor, untangling wires, etc

And things don't surprise me

THINGS DON'T SURPRISE ME and when I'm surprised, I feel guilty that it happened because I feel like I caused it - And I don't want to react to it because people expect me to react.

I don't react when people expect me to react - Such as emotions.

12AM · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

Good uncatchable prey I mean!*

For example, yesterday I was walking down from the hike and I looked at the people coming down behind me... I said "My mom is going to look behind her like I did" and then I thought to myself, "Since I think she will, she won't - But maybe this will be the first time that I'm right (The THOUGHT is always there that it's 99.9% unlikely - Although the FEELING is that it's 99.9% likely) - She didn't look.. And then she looked at the waterfall and THEN looked up at everyone.

Things like this happen multiple times a day - And even thought they're nonsense, it feels like - What if I'm right for once? Am I then solipsistic and I'm God?

Interesting that it happens to you a few times a day. It’s not that often to me. That’s why when it happens I get bamboozled.

Desoxyn · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:25 PM

I'm not spontaneous either because it's uncomfortable, I'm afraid of making a mistake - I have to plan in my head what I want to say multiple times before I speak.

falcon09 · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:26 PM

happy birthday BB!!

falcon09 · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:26 PM

Didn't sleep until 7am, woke up at noon. I might call my doctor tomorrow and see him but idk if it's too soon or if he can even do anything.

12AM · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:27 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

I'm not spontaneous either because it's uncomfortable, I'm afraid of making a mistake - I have to plan in my head what I want to say multiple times before I speak.

I’m too spontaneous that I need to learn to make plans before taking an action.

Desoxyn · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:38 PM

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Originally Posted by 12AM

I’m too spontaneous that I need to learn to make plans before taking an action.

It's not a bad thing I don't think. I wish I was like that. I think most people are like that. I'm a perfectionist.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:40 PM

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It's not a bad thing I don't think. I wish I was like that. I think most people are like that. I'm a perfectionist.

Both bf and I are planners.....

12AM · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Desoxyn

It's not a bad thing I don't think. I wish I was like that. I think most people are like that. I'm a perfectionist.

I wish I was like you. We both just need a balance, too much of anything isn’t good.

Sometimes psychotic · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:42 PM

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I wish I was like you. We both just need a balance, too much of anything isn’t good.

One of my exes was totally spontaneous.....my T was like that’ll be good for you lol....to an extent it was making me nuts though.

SlumberKitty · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:49 PM

I tend to be more of a planner. I'm not very spontaneous.

Desoxyn · Jun 04, 2020 at 03:57 PM

Both my mom and sister are spontaneous as hell. They'll talk, then get distracted and then immediately go back to what they were saying - Or even worse, something else! Lol..

Yet I think that's why I like phenibut because it allows me to be like that. I've taken it every day for a year but it's starting to lose it's effect and more makes me feel drained - Like I'm not supposed to be so social - My brain is like "What are you doing? This isn't you!" and my brain is starting to reject the drug.

Desoxyn · Jun 04, 2020 at 04:07 PM

Gonna spend an hour organizing my notes on what productive things to do today - Then I'll try to stop listening to music and do them.

Blue_Bird · Jun 04, 2020 at 04:21 PM

I'm not spontaneous at all. I plan every detail of my days usually and go over it in my head a million times beforehand

12AM · Jun 04, 2020 at 04:46 PM

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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic

One of my exes was totally spontaneous.....my T was like thatÂ’ll be good for you lol....to an extent it was making me nuts though.

Yeah you can balance out each other as long as the communication is good and both parties try to understand and appreciate each other’s point of view. I’m more fun irl than in online/text. Because texting forces me to communicate my thoughts, there’s no other way to bond with people, and I struggle to turn my thoughts into words. But irl I can just take people on a new adventure with me. That is when I’m feeling like socializing though. Most of the time I prefer to be left alone. But when I socialize I’ll go all in.

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12AM Seeker of Life Member Since Oct 2015 Location: Silver Town of Argyra Posts: 4,786 8 5,508 hugs given	Jun 04, 2020 at 03:12 PM #903 I’m hypo so forgive me if I’m a bit rambling. Mind is just racing. __________________ One day I’ll leave my 6 flowers and millions of butterflies 🌹🦋
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,017 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,926 hugs given	Jun 04, 2020 at 03:25 PM #908 I'm not spontaneous either because it's uncomfortable, I'm afraid of making a mistake - I have to plan in my head what I want to say multiple times before I speak.
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Desoxyn Metaphysic Member Since Aug 2016 Location: The Netherlands Posts: 13,017 (SuperPoster!) 7 4,926 hugs given	Jun 04, 2020 at 04:07 PM #918 Gonna spend an hour organizing my notes on what productive things to do today - Then I'll try to stop listening to music and do them.
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Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Hogwarts Posts: 36,841 (SuperPoster!) 11 14.4k hugs given	Jun 04, 2020 at 04:21 PM #919 I'm not spontaneous at all. I plan every detail of my days usually and go over it in my head a million times beforehand __________________ My Blog: https://livingwithachaoticmind.wordpress.com/ R.I.P mom 8/6/55-1/15/16 “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
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