Roll Call 169!!

You have the best ideas bluebird!

Thanks! I try to keep things interesting. Make things to look forward to

I’m gonna be so happy when I get that cat. Its going to be so nice to have a companion again.

Clozapine is picked up from the pharmacy (:

Does the cat have a name or is it top secret?

Her name is Maybelle

This is her

Was casting spells in a Harry Potter-like VR

Apparently JK Rowling is a TERF (trans-exclusionary radical feminist). Not sure how I feel about that.

Yeah she is it's effed up. I never really liked harry potter thankfully.

So pretty!

Pick and choose my battles, huh? Like I have no say to what I even want to choose.

I really don't understand why. She had seem pretty open minded about other social issues and the harry potter books preached equality no matter what you're born as "muggles" "Squibs" or half blood or full blood Then there's the house elf's as slaves and freeing them and such. There's a lot of lessons on that front in those books. I was a major Harry Potter addict but tbh I don't agree with her views on transgender .

I would like to get some homework done, but I don't know where to start. There's just so much that has been piling up lately.

I find that it’s much harder to start when I become overwhelmed. You’re going to have to break it into smaller chunks and once you get started it’ll be easier to keep going. Baby steps wasting asparagus.

Hey I can’t sleep

Me neither residual anxiety garbage for me....what’s up with you?

Went to lay down at 8pm for a quick 5 min nap and slept til midnight. Was getting up as the fiancé was going to bed.

So you slept without taking s sleep med?

Yes. Took a sleep aid at midnight when I woke up but it’s been 4 hours now. Thought about doing some graffiti in VR til I get tired.

Sounds like a plan. I’m going to try to fall asleep again.

Good night!

Morning

Having some coffee cuz it seemed to help yesterday. Relaxing on the couch a bit in the living room. I never do that cuz I’m in the hang out room. Living rooms feels odd and empty tho. I hate the feeling it gives off. That “cold, dead” vibe, cuz it’s early morning, everyone is still asleep, and you get up from your bed/blankets and when the air touches your skin it’s cold, but you don’t care cuz you gotta pee real bad.

Open the blinds let the light in

Cat staring at me - introverted rodents

Good morning!

Yeah I get feelings from my environment too really strongly. That's why I complain about my environment all the time and change things around.