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Old Jun 30, 2020, 12:32 AM
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 12:41 AM
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Anyone up?

My brain feels cloudy
Yeah I went out by the fire and everyone was drinking and talking about stupid stuff. I'm sedated on the Invega and don't think that anything is funny.

I was in bed lying down all day. I still feel like I have swine flu or something =] (No jk)
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 12:47 AM
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My brain feels cloudy
Oh, sure.
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 12:48 AM
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Recording part of my poetry cd I will put on Spotify and Apple Music and other places.
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 12:48 AM
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There's a hard bump on my shoulder that formed just like the other one. I think the pharmacist has been injecting into my muscle tendon or something - That's why it hurts so damn much.

I'm afraid that I'm overdosed on Invega.
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 12:55 AM
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"Paliperidone Palmitate Associated with Necrotizing Deep Tissue Infection and Sepsis Requiring Surgical Intervention"

Imma just stop Googling things lol
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 01:07 AM
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Yeah, take the oral.
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 01:10 AM
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Yeah, take the oral.
My family doesn't trust me with oral cuz I could stop taking it

But I'm gonna talk about it cuz I don't think injections are necessary
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 01:23 AM
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My family doesn't trust me with oral cuz I could stop taking it

But I'm gonna talk about it cuz I don't think injections are necessary
Oh, right, I didn't know. Well, don't worry about necrotizing fasciitis. It is super duper duper rare.
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 02:32 AM
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I talked to my brother on messenger about my mom. She's out of control and I'm suffering. We're all suffering.

Constant.. suffering..
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 07:21 AM
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Still nowhere close to sleeping, not even remotely. Took another Trilafon, but it does not cause drowsiness, so... Sleep meds don't work for me anymore. I have been on everything on the market adn I do mean that almost literally. Probably, oh, maybe 20 different things, I would guess. My brain is just not capanle of being sedated by drugs any longer.

So, could be up all night again. That does not portend well for the voices or visual hallucinations at all. But we shall see. We shall see...

Hope you got some sleep....
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 07:22 AM
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There's a hard bump on my shoulder that formed just like the other one. I think the pharmacist has been injecting into my muscle tendon or something - That's why it hurts so damn much.

I'm afraid that I'm overdosed on Invega.

This used to happen to someone else too...I think the injection just does that.......
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 08:14 AM
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 08:25 AM
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Slumberkitty....Happy bday...hope you had a good one and procured some nice pics too Roll Call 170
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 08:33 AM
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 08:59 AM
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Morning. Took mine too.
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 09:01 AM
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Woke up at a decent hour this morning, not sure why....
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 09:06 AM
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Ok I talked to the nurse at the clinic, she's gonna ask the pdoc about the dosage.
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 09:20 AM
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I feel sick to my stomach from anxiety already. My dads in another town doing side work for someone and I can’t help but feel scared for him with the blm stuff going on. But he doesn’t seem scared. Idk much about this town but I’m sure he’ll be ok. Just scared...
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 09:46 AM
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I took this pic of my cat lmao
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 10:36 AM
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Old Jun 30, 2020, 10:37 AM
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So I made this INCREDIBLE poem last night that I think would be better spoken. Like spoken word. So I’m gonna use it as entry #1 aka the first track on my poetry cd that I will put on Spotify!
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I have a black cat too! So cute!
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Good morning/afternoon! I didn't wake up till 10:30am and it's 11:30am now. I set my alarm for 5am and I woke up got up turned it off but then fell back to sleep.

Drinking coffee now... thinking about what I want to do today
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